Babe // Verkwan

14

"Seungkwan? Are you okay?" Mingyu asks as I walk to the table again. Maybe I look shocked or something. "We need to talk", I grab his hand and pull him away further from the others. I sigh and roll my eyes as Mingyu's eyebrows furrow. "Kwannie, what is happening?"

"Hansol likes me and he is so fucking dumb that he couldn't understand that I like him too!" I whisper-shout. Mingyu grabs my shoulders. "That is why Hansol ran out of school just now! And you need to relax", he commands. I take a deep breath. "This is a mess. I should have just said it directly to him. I should have said it, because now Hansol hates me. He-"

"Shut up, Boo. Don't say it like that", his words are calm. I lean closer pouting and hug him tightly. Mingyu's hands goes to my back pulling me closer as a comfort. I chuckle after a few seconds of silence. "I can feel Wonwoo's stare at me", the taller just laughs deeply to my comment.

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"What now?" Jiwoo pouts eating cake at the cafe after school as his girlfriend pats her head. Chan sighs. "Seungkwan should stop playing stupid games and just tell the truth to Vernon", the little younger says kinda annoyed and I look up to him offended. "Excuse me, but this was all Jiwoo's idea". 

That was a bad idea to say since the girl is starting to cry. She puts her face to her hands to hide and Sooyoung hugs her carefully while glaring me. I feel really bad immediately. "You are the one who did it, you idiot", Chan says. I get up from my place to sit next to Jiwoo and take her small hand to mine. "I'm sorry Jiwoo. It wasn't your fault. Don't cry", she gets quiet and lifts her sad face up. She sniffs and nods before hugging me. I pat her back smiling a bit. "It's gonna be okay. I'll tell Hansol the truth".

Soooyung smiles liking the idea of the truth. Chan smiles a bit too when Jiwoo is done with the hug still pouting. The girl takes a piece of cake to her mouth chewing it and wiping tears at the same time. Sooyoung laughs caressing her baby's thigh under the table. 

"Thank you guys. You are the best", I say not as loud as usual. Chan rolls his eyes, smiling just a bit. "Just.. Don't get deep, Kwannie. I can't stand someone crying".

"But Jiwoo just cried and you said nothing."

"That's because Jiwoo is much cuter when she cries", Chan shrugs.

"I swear to god I'm gonna choke you".

We hang there a few more minutes and then I leave to go home, since I have a lot to think about. Or at least to courage to gain. As soon as I get home I jump to my bed and reach out the speaker to connect it with my phone. I put a good playlist on and lay my head to the pillow. I stare at the roof for a long time before hearing the doorbell ring. I jump out of the bed and run downstairs put my sister has already opened the door. She looks at me and smiles moving aside. "I guess he is your friend", she says, when me and Kim fucking Mingyu connect our eyes. 

I sigh loudly, only gaining a hit from my sister. "Don't be so rude to people", her scolding makes Mingyu smirk. I pout as the tall boy gets inside. "Don't worry, he is just pretending", his smile to my sister is disgusting so I pull him upstairs. "You flirty bastard".

I push him to my room and close the door groaning. "Now is not a good time Mingyu, I need to think", he looks at me smirking and pins me to wall. He rubs his bottom against mine and I can feel he is hard. Deep blush runs to my cheeks and ears. "Min, what the fuck.."

Mingyu chuckles as he breaths against my ear. He reaches to close the lights so it becomes darker while I'm desperately trying to get away from him. "Min-"

"Before you are going to say anything to Hansol, I'm going to pleasure you the way you've never felt before", his deep whispers make me have shivers and I face the crook of his neck, trying not to get myself hard too. "You horny bastard..", I start and Mingyu looks at my eyes. "Why couldn't you just go to Wonwoo?"

Mingyu's face screams he gets annoyed. Now I'm a bit scared. "How about your pretty mouth shuts up for a second?" his voice is rather harsh and I feel like just giving up to him. Then I remind myself of Hansol. If he wants me, I shouldn't be doing things like this with Mingyu. It was all an act after all. "Mingyu no. Please leave. Now", Mingyu doesn't move. I push him away from me and point at the door. "Leave!"

He stands there but gulping walks to my room door and leaves, making sure to bang the door closed. I feel so angry for a moment before it changes to sadness and I feel like crying. I turn around to my bed burying my head to the pillow again. I'm so disappointed to Mingyu, who I thought were my friend. I should have guessed, he's a fuckboy and only cares about sex and is nothing more than a dickhead. 

I block Mingyu on my phone and delete his number. I will go back to the start where I pretended I didn't know Mingyu at all. Maybe this is just good. 

My face gets wet and I haven't even noticed when I started crying. I wipe the tears away quickly. "Fucking hell..", just as I thought things are gonna be okay for once. 

Clearly, they're not.

// hi cuties:) im back

so i have been taking a break from here and i think you need some explanations. i needed some time for myself since nothing goes well and i wanted to rest. ive been thinking and trying to survive until the next day. its been hard, yes, but now i just think i need to write and things are little better now i guess. thank you for waiting, ill be updating more now on !! thank you for the support too, its nice to hear something good :)