TW: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM
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they had been dating for almost a month now. they've had quite a bit of ups and downs but so far, it's been pretty good. at least on yoongi's side. not only did hoseok have to explain to his 2 best friends about how and why ham and yoongi were a thing, but his depression had only gotten worse. it's not that yoongi doesn't bring him joy. of course he does. it's just that hoseok feels he doesn't deserve that joy. he also feels oddly lonely when with the older boy.
it's like he's trying to fill a void but can't seem to make any pieces fit properly. nobody knew, but hoseok was deeper in the black hole he was in from the start. he's made no progress and it doesn't seem like he will anytime soon. self-harm had become a routine again. hoseok had gone back to being the sunshine everyone loves whilst also hiding how he truly feels.
it was like being in hell all over again. no one to save him from what possibly could happen. And this might just be the start of the end of his life.
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sorry for such a short chapter. this is mostly a filler chapter and it sucks oof
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Fanfiction[coмpleтed] •j.нѕ + м.yg• "ι ĸnow ι нave ғrιendѕ, вυт ι ғeel lιĸe ι нave no one тo тalĸ тo aвoυт тнe ѕнιт тнaт goeѕ on ιn мy нead" | нιgнeѕт ranĸιngѕ: #1 ιn #jhopexsuga (02.20.19)
