Tornado of Unsaid Thoughts

J.

I used to cry,

laugh and scream

but once when you came

there was no sadness, or anger

you made me feel as if though nothing could go wrong

but then everything went wrong

within a seconds everything changed

it was as if, I had been flying...then supposedly I was shot

I had went soaring down

I would've never known that

I had loved you until this moment

I've thought of everything you've said to me,

I've thought of the little things you've done for me.

I've thought of how everything since the day we met and since we last saw each other.

I never wanted harm to come to you

I never wanted to loose you

but I'm so sorry

for all the pain I cause

for all the trouble I brought

I can never imagine looking into your eyes without thinking of all the wrongs I caused you. I've done nothing more than ruin your life. How can I stand here and even say that I think I've fallen for you.

(W.G)