24 Letters

04 | your anger

04

your anger

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Dear Asher,

Do you leave in love? Do you believe that you can like the idea of someone so much that you turn an infatuation into actual love?

I do. In crazy for being like this I choose to believe so much is possible. I wonder is we are possible. You and I. I together ans being more than just people who share a single class.

Today, you were angry. I don't know what about, but I could have sworn you were red because of it. You walked into the school, girl chasing after you but your attention everywhere else. She called for you while you just ignored her.

Then he grabbed your wrist and pulled off your watch. Everything about you is expensive except that watch. I have seen it in home-ec a bunch of times. It's that old silver, chipped metal that seems to have a sentimental meeting.

The girl broke it. And that's when you turned red and shoved her. She feel and you grabbed your watch and stormed right out of school. I didn't see you again after that.

I hope you're okay. I apologize on break of Kira.

Love,
Emerald.

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      I HEAVILY SIGH, AS I finish reading the letter. My eyes travel to said watch and I feel slight guilt that Emerald watched me almost hurt a girl. It's not Kira's fault that my watch was so weak but important. And she had no idea so I shouldn't have pushed her.

      But I'm more sorry that Emerald witnessed it all.

      The watch was my dad's. He had given it to me when I was only 5 and that was before he went to Barcelona for work. On his first day there, he collapsed and died minutes after. They told us it was stress that has increased his blood pressure and that gave him a heart attack.

      He was my role model, my best friend so I hold on to his watch. His last gift to me and the last thing we talked about. I didn't get to say bye. I didn't get to wave as he left because k was too big rushing to my beat friend's house to show her my new watch. I was too busy with everything else to even say bye to my dad.

      Keeping the watch safe I'm feels like the only way I can be close to him. The only thing that will help me live with myself because the fact that I didn't say an actual good bye, makes me so upset.

     And that's what makes this harder for me. I didn't say bye to Emerald last night. I simply excused mate to answer my phone then I left because my sister wasn't so well. I planned to make it up to Emerald but the next thing I heard about her was the accident.

      This can't happen again. I like her too much to even think of losing her like this.

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