Protective Bestfriend.

22. Red Whine

Ronnie's POV.

I got up and got dressed. I started crying and I only remember Justin holding me tight..

"Baby.. I-I.. It was a mistake.." He whispered and as I looked at him years slipped down out of his beautiful brown eyes. I kissed him passionately.

"Come into my world.. I'll give my world to you.. We can s-" i interrupted his singing. I kissed him gently.

"Oh your love is in my hands.." He sang.

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•a week later•

"I CAN'T FUCKING STAND YOU!" I shouted, throwing my glass cup at him. I had a couple drinks and I just.. Let it out. He dodged it. Ava's at his dads house tonight..

"Ba-"

"NO. GET OUT! NOW!" I scream, crying. I punch his chest as I fall on my knees.

"G-get out J-jay.. We can't do th-" he picked me up and shook his head.

"No baby don't leave me like this!" He cried.. Literally.

"I need to think.. I need this time to myself. Go hang with that whore." I spat. He shook his head and I pushed him out the door.

He told me that he slept with his ex. Selena.. Now I didn't have the balls to actually break up with him.. I got up the courage to kick his sorry ass out.

That night consisted of getting piss fucking drunk, eating, crying, yelling, punching.. And falling apart.

I died my hair red. It looks good.

Fuck it. I'm going out..

•next morning•

I woke up in my living room, on my couch. Passed out. My hair was a mess and I had a black tight dress on.. Well half off. I had on heels and a major headache..

Where's Jus..

Nevermind. I brought my legs to my chest and cried silently. My phone rang and I picked it up.

"Hello?" Pattie asks. I explained everything.

"C-can you keep Ava for a m-month or two.." I whispered.

"Yes.. You can visit her whenever, but please get yourself together Ronnie."

"Thank you Pattie.." And I hung up the phone.

I got up and sniffled. I took a long bubble bath. Drinking whine.. Red whine. Mm. I relaxed, putting on Chandler by Sia. I sang along as I finally got out the bubble bath, stumbling into my room. I shook my head, sniffling. I had washed my hair and face before hand.

I brushed my teeth then ran back into my room, dancing around. I got out my emergency cigarettes. I took one out and lit it. All the while, I'm naked. I put on panties and a shirt, my hair out. I took a couple puffs..

I kept gulping down whine, to the point where I just drank out the bottle. I finished my whine and grabbed a bottle of.. I squinted my eyes trying to read the label..

"Grey Goose.." I read.. And I used a cork to open it. I downed some and went back upstairs, along with another whine bottle and a cork. I sighed.

•About three hours later•

I ran into the bathroom, throwing up violently into the toilet. I flushed the toilet and started to puke again.. This went on until 5am. I burped and started throwing up again..

When I was finally done, I took another shower and brushed my teeth. I laid in bed and groaned. I grabbed my phone and I got 38 texts from Justin, along with 5 calls from him. I threw my phone at the wall.. It broke into pieces, shattered.. Just like my heart.

I got up about 5pm the next day. I saw pills and water next to me. I took it and laid back down, about to fall back asleep when his voice rang through my ears.

"Are you okay?.. I cleaned the house. It was a disaster." I narrowed my eyes at him. I got out of bed and grabbed a book, chucking it at him. It hit his chest.

"Baby please.." He begged. I shook my head.

"Ava's at y-your moms house. Don't come back here, do me a favor and keep Ava for a bit. I'll visit on Friday at 6. Now GET. OUT."