My Love For You

Forgiven

Its been awhile since I stopped talking to Zach. Zayne is three months old now and I still can't believe he is so big. I recently got him a babysitter‚ its Alex. I'm heading down to the studio now. I threw on:

And I put my hair in a messy bun. I took up my bag and put my phone in it. I got my keys and drove down to the studio. I ran up to the front and up to the dance room and started to stretch.  Cling. I heard something go. I look over to see my keys fall out of my bag. I walked over but as I was about to take up the keys I hit my head in something hard. “Ow”I said. I looked to see Zach with my keys in his hand. “Uh..I didn't know it was yours... Here” He said. “Thanks"I said and took them from him. I put them back in my bag and took out my phone. I looked on my messages and answered some. I then went on instagram and looked at peoples posts. I posted a few things and then I logged out. “Hi”I heard him say. “hello”I replied dryly. “I'm here to apologize....about what happened...like come on..I haven't seen my son in forever. I miss you guys and I'm getting tired of coming home to a empty house and bed”He said. “Baby please I'm sorry...I'm actually begging you” He said. “I forgive you”I said. “I know but....wait what?”He said. “So when are you moving in?”He asked. “Im not sure...but its not for long...I'm gonna go back to Alex after about a two weeks notice or so”I said and he sighed nodding his head. “Okay I'll move in today...its all across your face asking for me to come” I smiled. “Oh...really...oh shit...OK...so can I drive Zayne home today” He asked smiling and I smiled in reply . “Yes!”He shouted and ran off to the boys. I just admired him...he was acting like a real little boy. After class I went to Alex's and changed packing some of our stuff. I put on this:

And then I got Zayne dressed in this:

I called Zach to come pick us up and we went to his house after he came. When we got there i put Zayne is his play room and went to the living room with Zach.

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Hey can i take you out to dinner tonight”He said and I laughed. “Whose gonna stay with the baby" I asked “The girls can" He said and I smiled. I called them up and they had no problem at all. “They said it would be fine”I said and he smiled. “How about 7” He smiled and I returned the favour. After he finished massaging me I went to look for something to wear. I went to cook something for the baby to eat since he woke up crying guessing he was hungry I made him cereal. He drank it up and then I smiled at him. “Whose a good baby”I smiled and watched him squirm in my hands laughing. He is so innocent and one day that will all be taken away from him. “Hey babe” I looked up to see Zach and the girls smiling. I handed him over to Emma and gave his bags to Alex and Anna. “Feed him at 7 change him and His clothes and diapers are in this bag and His food is in this bag. Thank you so much guys”I hugged them and they all hugged back. I waved goodbye and went upstairs with Zach to get ready. I took a shower and put on this:

I curled my hair and put on some dark eyeliner. I put on my dark red lipstick and my dark red purse. I looked over  myself one more time before walking out to see Zach. He was wearing:

We went to the car and off we went to Olive Gardens. I was looking through instagram when I saw a post from Zach. It was a picture of me walking to the car. I smiled and liked it and commented. “When did you take this”And logged out. We made our way there and found a parking spot and went in to sit. We got a table and sat talking and catching up in our lives when a waiter cane up and asked for what we wanted to drink“Uh yes I'd like a some water please. "Zach said. “ill just take the lemonade ”I said. We were there talking and laughing and after a while we got our food that we ordered. “I'm just I'm sorry for what i did I'm I didn't even know what i was doing” He said holding my hand. “No baby its okay...i forgive you its all in the past okay”I said holding onto his face.  He smiled. “I love you so much”He said and i blushed. “Everyone does”I laughed. After we finished eating Zach paid and we held hands walking towards the car. As we were walking i got a phone call from the Modeling Company saying that i am going to be modeling for PINK. I was so exited I didn't know what to do. We went home after we picked up Zayne. Ill be leaving on Tuesday. So we said we'd go to the beach tomorrow to celebrate. I also would be carrying Zayne so he'd be video chatting Zach everyday and night. So time for me to go to bed.