my new home

chapter 2

Aahh the stupid alarm wont stop going off i just want to grab it and throw it out the window that i broke last week wasent my fault really i was running up the stairs and me and dad werent having the best of moods over the story of  my last school recap i got bullied and dad said words dont hurt so i got my dictionary and threw it at the window and it broke the glass smached everywhere 'and you said words dont hurt well they killed the poor window for nothing' and well he got pretty pissed off with me .i got up and went over to my wardrobe and took out a pink croptop with  black lase straps going across it and paired it with my black jeans with a pair of pink converse.my hair is a mop its blond with bits of brown and red and fizzy with my pale skin and blue eyes.wheres my straightner i opened my drower and it wasnt there o nicole must have it or its in garys room.as i walk into garys room i get a strong smell of his deodorant it hit me in the face he only wears 'blue birds' a lot of the girls at our school fan about him and his 'sweet smell' hes a ladys man with his six pack and blond swiffy long hair with a fringe for filling his big ocean blue eye with a gray rim and tan muscular arms.His room is dark and some what messy with clothes all over the floor with his dark cream colour walls and a black light with cristals hanging from it ,his curtains have black rope around it as for the curtain its black and dark cream matching the walls he has a king sized bed with a glass table beside it stack on top of it are video games and dvds with a photo of him and chloe in a photo at the beach smiling i havnt seen him smile like that sense she died with cancer two years ago he was heart broken and never left his room that year only to get food or go have a fag. He was sitting in front of this flat screen tv on his couch he never heard me come in 'hey gary um is my hair straightner in here'?  "o i though it was helinas i gave it to her she need it"  thats not all she need maby a face transformatsion and lost of waight i though. "right i better go get it off her then see ya o can i have a lift mark cant drop me to school?" 'sure be ready in 20'.i walked down the hall and knocked at her door and heard nothing so i walked in to see if its in their room,i opend the door and her and dad were snoging "eww growse' her face went all red and went awkward and dad threw me a look ."heard you have my straightner i want it back !"  o that sounded nicer in my head god i fell bad when i talk to her this way but she took my moms place we were all happy before she came into the picture and i loved mom she was my best friend and shes gone to ireland now. 'o i though it was mine sorry cassy ill get it now' dad was holding her by the waste kissing her neck . stop jerry not infront of the child lafing." o helina i not a child but its ok not like you no that im 16 thanks o and dad i need my straightner before i get another STEP sister" i seen it pluged it the wall i wanted to say something but i liked his unconfertable silence with 'her' . i straightend my hair and had a slice of toast before i hoped into garys car i btw im really shy i just can talk up to dad and helina.

sorry i havent updated in a while i have been so bizzy and sorry if about spelling mastakes ill be updating again tommarow

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