~~~Y/N~~~
I woke up noticing the time. Shit. I'm going to be late. I honestly don't care.
I stand up and I put on basic, black, ripped jeans with a white top and a messy bun. Natural makeup so I don't look like a dying cow. I take my bag and I walk to school.
***magical time skip***
As I arrive to the front gate of the school I really wanted to turn around but I forced myself to walk in. I noticed people staring at me and I literally just showed them my middle finger. I don't care about them. I heard words like "bad ass" and a small smile appeared on my face. I'm getting noticed as the "bad ass". That's good. I walk to my locker and as I opened it someone was right next to it and by "accident" I opened the locker and it "accidentally" hit him or her in the face. I couldn't help but laugh. The person looked at me almost death glaring me. I stopped laughing noticing it was my ex. Oh gosh. I closed my locker and I ran up to the roof. I took out a cigarette and lit it up. I was smoking for awhile until the bell rang. I'm trying to be a better person but I keep on failing. Its a terrible feeling to be diagnosed with depression. Its not going away. Your constantly suffering. Why can't it just go...? Your going through a black hole everyday, it's a loop. The bell rang as I said and I got up and went to class. That's when I saw him. The boy that will change my life.
