Soothe me with your lies | K.TH

7 . I'm here

Taehyung pov

She was so happy today but when we saw noona and jungkook she got sad maybe they were a thing in high school
Should I ask her?
Anyway that's non of my business
She came and sat beside me
After a little chat
I focused on tv again

"I think I love you "she said with a soft voice and my eyes widened
No she can't , she shouldn't fall for someone like me. I like her even I can say that she is the only one that makes me happy after Yeri but I can't give her the love she deserves .
I should make her hate me
""Y/n I didn't think that you see me more than a friend . Our levels are really different , I thought you're a smart girl, you should know that I even don't fuck with girls like you for one night.
It's right that I was kind with you and helped you but you can't be anything to me but a friend " I told that harsh words and headed to my room . I hope my words didn't hurt her too much. I sighed heavily and threw my body on my bed

Y/n pov

Bastard , son of a bitch ,stupid ,maniac, ugh I will kill him
God help me to don't cut him into small pieces and put him in his refrigerator
How could he be this much harsh?
Levels my ass if your father wasn't a killer , you wouldn't be in my fucking level right now
Rascal .Aish I was so stupid that I felt bad for lying. you deserve so much more than my lies kim fucking taehyung-ssi
I went to my room I took my phone and messaged namjoon

Jooni
Is everything fine there?

Me
Fine?he just rejected me
In the worst way possible

Jooni
It's fine y/n
We knew that it wasn't
easy .

Me
But he's just...ughhh
I can't handle him
Stupid boy 😡😤

Jooni
Wow someone is
Really pissed of
Calm down 😂

Me
You're not helping 🤦🏼‍♀️
I really don't know
What to do to make him
In love with me
I think he doesn't have a
Heart at all😷☠️

Jooni
He has a heart 😑
just try a little more.
I believe in you
Little one💪🏻
I need to go call me if
Something happened
And take care ❤️

Me
Okay thanks🙂
Be safe 💗

I sighed heavily and laid on my bed . I don't know why I feel so sad
Maybe because I saw jungkook . but I was fine before tae's bullshits .anyway let's sleep y/n
I closed my teary eyes and drifted to sleep

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Days passed after that night and both of you were avoiding each other

Taehyung comes home with a girl every night and you hear their moans all the night
In the mornings when you want to wake him up he isn't in his room
He leaves very soon in the mornings
You were avoiding him in the other hand
For example you make dinner and put it on the table and go to your room so you don't see him at nights
He eats the dinner every night and when he goes to club after dinner you wash the dishes and clean the table and head to your room again before he comes back with a girl
So actually you didn't see each other for last 5 days

You were playing with your phone when he came back home
It was early for him to come now but you ignored your curiosity and kept playing on your phone
But suddenly you heard a big voice like crashing
You jolted up and sounds started to get louder
So you went out and heard the voices from bathroom
You opened the door a little and saw ,
He was yelling and crashing things and you scared approaching him
Suddenly something sparkles on your mind
'Panic attack '
Yes I should call his doctor
You went to your room and dialed his number
But no one answered so You left a message for him
And went back to the bathroom
But your eyes widened at the scene in front of your eyes