I'm here now,at the hospital.
about to go for my surgery.
writing my last page on my diary.
I'm sorry if I wasn't good enough for you.
I'm sorry if I was a nuisance to you.
but I just wanted to let you know that you mean everything to me.
I have to do this.
I bless your relationship with that girl you were with.
I'm sorry,but I was going to die anytime soon.
I wanted to tell you.
but I Guess I'm telling you this through letters.
Namjoon,I have a brain tumour.Today was my surgery and I know I'm not going to make it out alive.
It was a 20% chance but I decided to take it.
because even if it was just 20%,I want to live healthily beside you forever.
goodbye,Namjoon.I will always love you.
