Unexplainable🥀

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First day of 11th grade, don't feel so great. I mean no one notices me or ever talks to me but sometimes I want to be noticed, I want to talk to people. I hope I do get noticed or someone talks to me in this school. My family and I had to move to a different place because of some difficulties so everything is new for me.

First period I have math.... hate it! Mr.loon is an interesting guy, he's just crazy and don't even know how to describe him. Also Art is my favorite subject! I can be myself in that class you know. Do you also feel like you can be so comfortable in some classes but in others it's not the same? Well art makes me feel very confident and I can be very creative.

Lunch! My god that's the most terrifying part! No ones going to sit with me! Last year in my home town Canada, No one ever sat with me. Also yes I am half Asian and Half Canadian. On my way to cafeteria I had butterflies in my stomach... then I hear someone yelling my name " SAVANNA!" I turn see my fellow art friends. I mean I guess they are my friends? I go sit with them and they introduce themselves since we quite didn't get to in Art.

I had so much questions like always... Did they really want to be my friend or did they just felt pity for me? But then I saw these interesting group of "friends". I asked Avery( girl who called my name) who they were. She told me that they were siblings and they never talked to anyone else but themselves and I find them quite interesting. I see the guy from the group looking at me like I was doing something completely wrong.
HOW DARE HE! He look a beautiful boy! Can't take my eyes off of him...soon lunch is finished and I go to science. In my science class I see him! I sit right next to him and again he looks at my in a disgusted way! I hate him but also so beautiful and fascinating. On my way to sit down, don't know what's even going to happen! I sit then.........