Suprise! Zuwoon

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Rowoon pov:

I should leave. I look at the sleeping boy. He looks so peaceful. Why is my heart doing this to me. It feels like my heartbeat is getting faster and louder everytime I see him being too cute. I look closer to his face. I want to touch his cheeks. Should I? Too late my fingers are already poking his cheeks. So soft. I continue to poke his cheeks until I try to touch it with my whole hand but he flinched.

I should leave before I'm late.

~time skip~

"Hurry up! You don't want to be late from the plane!" My director shouted to everyone. I have to go to France to film some scenes on upcoming movie. It's little troublesome but I can get to see France . I should by some gifts for our members. Maybe for him too. They would be so happy. How would he react? No, don't think about him.

We arrive to France safely and I'm already settling to my hotel room. I'm alone again. Feels kinda nice and lonely. I should get ready for our shoot but I'm looking at my phone. If his cheeks are soft, how soft are his lips? I scroll picture to picture on my galleria and there is photo of that mystery boy's lips.

Should I?

I promised that I would kiss his photo to Taeyang. I look at those lips and my face starts heating up little. Why am I blushing? It's just a picture. They are not real. I gave quick peck on my phone's screen. Nothing happened. I feel somehow disappointed. I stare at those soft looking lips. I should get going before
the director is going to yell at me.

It went perfect as usual. This movie is kinda sad. It's about boy following his love to everywhere where she is going just to see her and make her happy but he knows that he won't last long and when the girl expects to see him where they promised to meet. He is not there and then she finds out that he is gone. It's really sad. I would cry if I found out that my crush is gone and I didn't have chance to tell about my feelings. Then that boy came into my mind. His crying eyes. His quiet sobbing. My heart start to heart as it starts beating faster.

"Rowoon are you okay? You weren't  listening to me when I was talking to." She said little madly.
"I was just thinking." Is all I said. We actors decided to go for a shopping to buy some food and look around as tourists. My eyes caught something really interesting across the street.

"Are you done? I wanna go to sleep." She says as I'm looking at some chocolates.
"I'm done. We can go now." I say as I pay for the chocolates for my members. I should get a France cat plushie to Hwiyoung. Should I get him something too? Why should I? I don't know him and he would not even take it. It hurt little to think about him being mad at me. The thought of him yelling at. It hurt to even think about that he doesn't love him. Why am I thinking about this?

I press elevator's button to my hotel room's floor. I think about him. Why? Why are you doing this to me heart. Stop it alredy. You too brains. I let out a heavy sigh. I do miss him. I do admit it. You happy my two important body parts? I look at the mirror next to me. What handsomess they see in me? I'm not that good looking? I never get to choose what I can do with my life.

I still remember what my parents said to me before I become a model.
'You need to become something famous like an actor or a model. Not someone who just want's to give flowers to people or plants. You need to make us pround. Look at yourself. You even have a perfect body and face for a model. You even have skills to become an idol. Don't waste it.'
I look my reflection. Why?

The elevator's doors open and I walk out. I walk slowly thinking about how different my life could be if I wasn't this famous. Just a normal flower shop owner. It would be nice. No stress. No pressure. Just taking care of flowers. But no. Your parents want you to succeed. Well this isn't bad either but I don't have that much time to spend with myself and my friends. Also there is this thing called stress.
Sometimes I can't even sleep or eat well because of it.

I arrived to my hotel room's door. I try to find the key to open the door. I hear someone screaming. I panicky open the door and close it so no one come in. I sprint to room and see that boy is looking so scared. He notices me and jumps up hudding me. He is shivering. I think he is having a panic attack.

"I though I was kidnapped by them... I didn't recognize the view outside the window... and I was affaird to open the door... luckily you came." He tried to say between his fast heavy breathings. He is shaking so much. I want hug him so badly but his arms are around my arms. Then he starts to loose his grip and his breathing is getting slowly normal.

"This is so embarrassing. I'm sorry about that." He turns around not dare to look at me. I walk closer to him. I putt my arms around his body. He jumps little. I rest my head on his shoulder.
"It's okay to be scared. It's part of the human nature.
Who you mean by they?" I turn him around to see his face. His face turnd into pale as snow.

"It's nothing. Where are we?" He asked as he tries to let go of my grip to look outside the window. I'm curious about him lying to my face. I want to know the truth. Is he bullied?
"We are at France." He turns to look at me and he blush little. But his face chances quickly when there was a knock on the door. We both turn to look at door. I told him with my hands to hide in under the bed.

"Oh, hi. What do you want?" I ask as I opened the door and there was her looking at me confused 'cause there must be little tears on my white shirt.
"Oh. I just wanted to ask if you wanted me to sleep with me tonight?" She says as she gets shy.
"I know that sometimes you can't sleep well, so I wanted to help you to sleep well." She says as she starts smiling.
"I'm sorry but I think it's better for us to sleep in different rooms. Goodnight. Sleep well." I said as I was about to close the door.

"Why don't you want love me? Even fans think that we could be a cute couple. Even every director always hire us together." She stops the door with her foot.
"Please, can we date?" She says as she opens the door wide open.
"I don't think you love me by my personality. Also I don't have feelings for you. So please find someone who truly love you and will take care of you." I say as I try to close the door again.

"But I love you! I want you. I want to be with you." She screams at me as she almost strarts to cry.
"I'm sorry but you don't really want me if you really knew me. Now goodnight see at the film shooting tomorrow." I say and finally I can close the door in peace.

I sit down on the bed as I almost fell asleep until I got scared of boy looking at me from under the bed. Oh he fell asleep. His timeclock must be confused because he is in the different time zone. I putt him on the bed. I cover him with the white covers. He looks so cute.

Does he trust me? Does he have feelings for me? Does he only love me by my looks? Does he even want to be friends with me or does he even want to be with me? Does he hate me? Why am I thinking like this? Do I have feelings for him? I look closer at his peaceful face.

I think I should stop thinking like this.

I should just go to sleep and let every thought to be solved tomorrow. I fell asleep next to him with my clothes on and sleeping on top of the cover. I think my timeclick is not used to this.