insecurities || seungjin

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They seemed to buy it but I don't.
You still have the same empty look
in your eyes.
It hurts to see such a forced smile
on your face.
I want to see a genuine smile
on your face.

*

Why does it seem like my mother
hates me?
Maybe it's all in my head
but it doesn't seem like it.
There are a few bruises on my body.
Bruises from intentional strikes
with the intent of harm.

All caused by me.