golden skies and sunset smiles

Chapter 2: Can't you see I'm losing my mind!

I get back to my room and start looking at the window next door. I really need to get curtains now. I feel really goddamn tired, I was just going to school and I get run down by a bicycle. Oh come on, why can't start my day properly. I will get back that little prankster for this. She's only eight and she can pull off this kinda pranks. Man, I better get my game on.

You know what I want to sleep. Yes, sleep until I wake up tomorrow. DOn't question my ability to sleep for 24 hours straight. I know I complain a lot but that's life for me. I just have to make sure I plan for my revenge attack. I jump onto my bed, ah yes. It's so soft, I love you bed. YOu're the only one u I can trust my life with. Feels like I'm lying on a cloud. I play some music and slowly drift to cloud nine.

"You know, people like you, they don't deserve friends, they deserve to be alone for the rest of their lives." a black figure with a Cheshire grin says to me. I'm pulled back into the classroom at my old school. I can hear those judgemental whispers I tried to escape from it but it keeps getting louder. 'You're a waste of time, everybody look at Kyra she stinks", "just so you know, no matter how much you study you'll always be below me, you can be smart but that won't cover the ugliness on your face". I try to reply, I try to say something back, but Only a strangled breath escapes. I can't fight back. I hate this." you're worthless, GO away, nobody wants you." Worthless,stupid,ugly,worthless,stupid,ugly,worthless. It keeps on repeating. I can't take this anymore.

I wake up and I feel the cold sweat from my forehead dripping. I let her in again. I let her in again. I can't let this words inside me or else it'll empty me and all that's left of me is this words. I can't let this words define me. I won't let her win. Some people live to bring others down. If you get down that means they win, but I don't want to let them win...

The sun goes down The stars come out And all that counts Is here and now My universe will never be the same I'm glad you came!

I hear loud music blasting from my neighbors' house. oh come on, you just arrive at your new house and you start a party already. I walk up to the window and start shouting "Turn the volume down!! yo, turn the volume down".Finally, I see Jax walking to the window.

"whaddup neighbor!" he shouts. And I can see a bunch of other boys standing next to him. They look like the, oh come on, when did he make friends with them. It's the backstreet boys, just kidding. It's Aiden, chase, Ethan and Tyler, the four most popular guys in school. Now I feel quite self-conscious because I'm wearing Spiderman pajamas.

" can you turn the volume down, "I say. And he replies with the lamest comeback, "I wonder 'can' I?". "oh come on dude, I don't have the time to deal with this. It's freaking tired and I'm 3 am. Can't you see I'm losing my mind...Just turn off the volume!!" I Shout back.

"okay chill women...I'll turn it down but..", he smirks with a playful glint in his eyes. "do me a favor..you do it and I'll turn it down. Deal?" he asks devilishly.

I give a threatening glare, you know what, I usually turn down offers like this but today I want to show this devil I'm not one to mess around with. So I reply back in a demanding voice, "what is it?".

He chuckles, "I'm joining your school tomorrow so I would like it If you gave me a tour of it. That's all." He ends it off with that same angelic smile. That was it. Easy deal. And here I was thinking he would make me to other weird stuff.

"Sounds good. Fine, but no loud music at night"I reply. "Alright, then see you tomorrow, spider girl!" he answers cheerfully. Whatever. I shut my window a bit too harshly then I wanted to. And he looks at me with a shocked look. I smile and head back to bed.

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Author's note:

Thanks for reading! So what do you think? Maybe i'll do Jax pov. I guess ill do it.

Have a nice day!