ωritten Life

Your my worst distraction

I was mad.

Mad at everyone even though they didn't do anything.Last night when Mark and Carter came to pick up.Straight away I told them to leave I didn't want to see anyone not after what Kale did.He embarassed me infront of everyone.

I thought a brother was a person in life that protects you when your father is not there.

I love Kale he's my brother.

Not even a drunk Kale could protect me.

But like they say drunk people say the truth.

I'm done with life.

I stayed with Ash and the boys not counting Brett because he left before I  woke up.

I didn't get why people judge the boys. They might be 'bad boys' , stoners ,Jerks ,cocky but once you get to know them its like you been friends for like forever.

I might have met them like a year ago but there way better than friends that I actually have known my whole life and yet the only friends I have trust would of been Lance but he's leaving to Scottland, Sunny but she has crush problems so I won't bother her with mine, and Carter well umm he has a crush on me .

I've known he has a crush on me I act like I don't know  because I don't want it to be uncomfortable or awkward. And then Karen but still.

Clearing my thoughts. I head out to see the guys.

But I only see Reece laying down watching a video on his phone.

It only  four in the morning. And I can't sleep.

So I decided to lay down next to Reece I wrap my arm around his waist.

I close my eyes for a second.

But all  of sudden I feel Reece pulling me closer to him.

"No matter what anybody does I'll be here for you just like all your friends. I love you Emily I have always loves you " he kisses my head.

"I love you too" I gave him a weak smile . But its not true!

I don't  love him as a friend I love him so much more. I think

"No Emily you don't get it I love you. I truly love you. I love all of you. Your a smart fun loving girl.

I actually don't know how it happened but I fell for you. I feel like I'm under water and I can't breathe . I'm around you your  my downfall my muse my distraction ever since I met you. Because of you I went crazy I tried to get over my feeling. I haven't talked to you in three months so I attemted to get over you but I couldn't . 'Your perfectly imperfect' I need you to be mine.

My head is spinning I don't know what to do with my feeling I love you. I'm in love with your curves and all your edges. " he whisper.

His face softened he eyes turned bright. His brown eyes were dark.

He seems distracted confused but most off all sad.

Did he seriously felt that way?

The million dollar question was...

Did I?

Did I? Yess I do!

I love him he has been there for me.

This is just so fast. How could I love him?

But love is unexpected.

It just happens.

I look at him straight in the eyes.

He looks sad .

Without hesitation