Deep Inside

The Long Walk

I walked home crying. I couldnt believe what Mr.Green did. I cant tell anyone. I have to runaway. It was about 3:40 p.m. My parents dont get home until 6 p.m. I walked around the park. I sat down on a brown rusty bench. I wiped my tears away. There were little kids playing on the playground, they were all smiling and laughing. I wish I could have a happy life. I felt as like my heart has been broken too many times, that it cant and wont mend again. "Why are you crying?" A little girl asked me. "Im crying because I passed my math test." I told her. "Well dont cry, life's too precious to waste your time crying." She smiled at me and went away running into the playground. Life. I knew what I had to do. There was only one way, that my heart could feel better. I decided to walk the long way. I passed by my grandma's house. I missed her so much, but I had no time to waste. I was actually starting to feel happy now, for the first time in a ling time. I started skipping amd dancing my way home. It was now about 5:20 p.m. This has been the longest walk ive taken, but it made me make up my mind. I opened my houses door, and ran to the bathroom. I opened the medicine cabinet. I was actually smiling. ive never felt this happy before. I chose my moms pain prescribed medicine. They looked tempting. I twisted the bottle cap. The bottle was full. I bet it had around more than 509 capsules in there. I poured about 10 in my hand. I filled a cup with water and put the pills in my mouth. I swalled them. I rapidly grabbed 10 more and did the same. I endes up taking 35 pills before I started feeling dizzy. I started taking 15 pills now. My phone vibrated. I left it charging the other night. I drak water as I tried checking who it was. I could barely see. I accidently dropped my water into the power outlet. My hand was touch the end of the cord when BOOM!! The electricity went right through my hand. I felt it all over my body. This would be the second time, I fall unconcious.