fine china // trippiewrld

P R O L O G U E

Michael's P.O.V

"Im so tired of this bullshit, Micheal! Im tired of you assuming im cheating on you!"

"You made a damn song about me! Talm bout 'dont go switching sides'!" she screamed

"Yea, I heard that shit! Dont think i didnt!"

Before she could continue her annoying nagging, i cut her off.

"Shut up! You talk too fucking much!"

"I know what I saw!"

"You were with that rainbow haired fuckboy!" i screamed back

"But-But Mikey!"

"Shut up or get the fuck out! If you didnt love me, you could have said so!" i said, pointing to the door

At this point we were both on guard, yelling at each other. We were both in the kitchen, the tension rising each time.
This is the 3rd time ive caught her hanging with that rainbow freak. She knows how I feel about him, but she still continues to break my heart.

I could hear our heartbeats mixing with the rain outside.

"Fine! Ill get the fuck out! But dont come crying back to me like you do all the time!" she said, as she slapped me on my cheek

At that point, tears was flowing down my red cheeks, because it was the truth. Every time she do it, id always let her come back. Only cuz i was desperate, and she was my world and I was just a love slave to her.

She packed her stuff and hurried out the house, into the pouring rain. The moon barely illuminated in the night, making it hard to see.

'Bam!'

She had died right in front of my eyes.

"And Thats the story of how shit went down....at least....thats all i remember" I said, blowing out smoke.

"Booo! Next!" Daniel said

"Why must you be so mean?"
Nick said.

"Because this nigga made it seem like I was the bad guy!"
He argued

"Look all im saying is, maybe you should keep a better eye out for your girl next time, then maybe she wont become such a hoe!"

He made a point there..

I sighed and dropped the blunt into the ashtray, putting it out. I didnt expect these niggas to understand anyway. Not like they could, I didnt tell the full story, much less the truth. Lest just say a simple car crash didnt kill my ex.

I got up out my seat and grabbed my stuff.

"Hey Mike, where you going?" Jahseh asked

"Out" i said, bluntly

"But you just got here." Gazzy said

"I know that. Your point is?" I said, shrugging.

"Well, you are coming to Jordan's halloween party right? It finna be lit this year!" Uzi said.

"Sorry, cant. Got better things to be doing."

"Fine, just go. Your no fun anyways." Gazzy said, pouting

I rolled my eyes and left jahseh's to go all the way home.

Once I got there, I shut my room door closed and sat on the bed.

Do it.

But i promised jahse--

I dont care, just fucking do it!
My inner demons said.

I took a mini razor out the pocket, along with a lighter. I grabbed a towel and stuffed in my mouth. Next, I used the razor to make tiny, but sharp cuts along my arm, then I used the lighter to burn them afterwards. All i could hear was my muffled cries of pain and satisfaction.

The sound of my room door opening put me out of my thoughts.

"Trippie?--What the fuck are you doing!?"

Jarad took the lighter and razor from me. I took the towel out my mouth and put it aside.

"What the fuck man!? You cant be doing this!"

"Im sorry..!"

[unedited 💀]