stiles wasn't going to leave b. h at least not now when Jackson and Derek are alone on Derek's loft he knew that Jackson likes Derek he is his type even more than Ethan and that idea was driving stiles insane
"hey Derek, can I stay here with you and Jackson you know my dad is at hospital and I don't want to stay at home alone "stiles asked Derek
after Theo left to Nolan and liam left sad and alone to his house stiles wishes he could be able to help liam but he should help him self first
"yeah of course you can stay "Derek said trying not to look excited about the idea
then he added "is there any thing bothering you, I know you and Jackson aren't friends but you could bear him right "Derek asked worriedly
" yeah ofcouerse I mean he is a pack and we should help him "
that night stiles was sleeping on one of the rooms in Derek's loft he knew that Derek was sleeping on the coush at the living to make sure that Peter Cora Jackson and stiles were OK
that's when Jackson called him
Derek woke up and walked towards his room and when he entered Jackson was already shirtless and the room smells of arousal Derek's eyes glowed red he knew that Jackson was just missing his mate and that the alpha's prescens would calm him but after that he will regret it especially when Ethan is back
he went to the basement and brought some herbs his mother used to use it when a werewolf looses his mate to calm him
Derek told Jackson to take a shower and drink it then he went back to the coush
stiles saw Derek when he came back and he knew he was with Jackson stiles mind was burning he went to Jackson's room and knocked at his door
Jackson was showering as Derek told him when stiles knocked at his door he opened the door with just a towel around his waist
stiles's eye's started bleeding and he ran out of the loft to his car and drove away, he knew that this means they had sex he can't imagine Derek being with Jackson it really hurt him
he drove to his house when he arrived it was 3:34 am he went to his bed and felt asleep after crying for an hour
after 2 days
"at liam's "
liam knew that Theo had moved on with Nolan since his parents left he was burning inside and Theo hadn't talk to him since that
day
he was fighting the argue to call Theo
he pulled his phone out and started typing
💚 : hello
💜 : hey liam
💚 : I just wanted to say that I am
sorry for the last time
I don't hate Nolan but as I told you before you can do better but I'm really sorry if I annoyed you
💜 :it's OK don't worry about it
any way is there any news about Ethan
💚 : I am not involved with this Derek is searching for him by him self and stiles Peter and Jackson are helping him
💚: good for you, you need to realx you have been under pressure for along time
Theo was interrupted by Nolan kissing him he kissed back and hugged his boyfriend closer to him if that was possible
"what was that " he asked mockingly while brushing Nolan's blond hair with his fingers
instead of giving him a proper answer Nolan kissed him again they were making out until the phone made that noise telling him about new message that's when Theo remeberd he was chatting with liam when Nolan interrupted him he grabbed his phone to see the massage that's when Nolan stole the phone from him to see who is texting his boyfriend
"really you are still chatting with hat asshole " he said then threw the phone at Theo angrily and left
"cmon Nolan don't be a child " Theo shouted after Nolan left the room he was starting to get bored of this, Nolan was Moody and childlike it's annoyed for Theo .
stiles hadn't talk to Derek about him sleeping with Jackson but he didn't leave after searching for Ethan for so long time they found out that Ethan is an alpha again someone Derek knows saw him nearby London with some werewolves who Derek thinks they are his new betas
they just stopped looking for him Jackson was going insane he lost his mate he was going through a really hard time and he needed Derek on his side and that was driving stiles crazy, he was sure Derek was having sex with Jackson
Derek entered the loft to find it empty he called for Jackson when he realised Jackson was leaving back to London today but no one know but him because Jackson was feeling so bad to talk to any one but stiles should be here but Derek can't smell him or here his voice he went to his room to find that stiles packed all his belongings and left a letter for him
" hey Derek if you are reading this that means I have left sorry for not saying goodbye and for leaving like this but I can't take it any more I love you more than any thing or any one in the world and I can't bear it to see you with Jackson in front of my eyes Derek it really hurt I know it's not your folt and I am sorry if I made you feel guilty but I needs to tell you
see you soon
stiles "
Derek's face was full of tears it was his folt he should have told stiles about his feelings since so much time he would save stiles so much pain
he tried to call stiles but his phone was daed he ran after the scent which leads him to the hospital of course stiles was going to say goodbye to his dad
Derek waited for stiles until he saw the skinny pale boy coming out of the hospital and heading to his car Derek ran to him and hugged him tight
"D.... Derek you are killing me " stiles said breathlessly
"sorry I am sorry "he said then released his grip around but him still hugging him
stiles felt Derek's tears on his shoulder it was so hard to see the love of his life so weak and vulnerable like that
"Derek you don't have to feel sorry for me I am fine " stiles said trying to make Derek feel better
"no stiles you are not understanding I ....I love you actually I have been in love with you since the first time I saw you I discovered that you are my mate " now stiles's face was swallown and red and covered with tears
"I ..I can't believe my ears no Derek you don't have to do this please don't do th..... " he was interrupted with soft and warm lips on his he closed his eyes automatically and moved his arms around Derek's neck and started kissing back in a passionate and lovely kiss Derek tried to put all his feelings on
"stay " Derek whispered to stiles lovely
Sooo guys thnx for reading my book and sorry for not updating for along time
Any way this book have only another one chapter so wait for it soon
