NO LOVE

Chapter.1

Olivia POV.

My life wasn't always right,I couldn't get what I wanted and when I wanted things and I was never loved. my dad always beats on me and rape me, and it is really hurtful when he does it I just hope god understands my situation and come bless me with a gift.my mom is on crack and don't know what to do for herself . I don't know what to do I don't have any friends.we live in a apartment where we can barely pay the bills. My dad works at a farm,and my mom she doesn't do any thing for a living but just sniffs crack. Everyday I leave school and come home I get beat by my dad and raped and my mom just watch him do it. We don't have any beds we sleep on mattress and we don't have any cover to cover up with when we sleep,we have blankets. I just can't wait until I graduate from burton Miller high school (made up school) so that I can move out of that apartment far away from my mom and dad and just live my life. My whole life I've been beaten by my dad and when he beats me he rapes me after.Nothing is always good for me, it's like when I wake up i have mixed emotions. When I go to school I wear pass-on-downs, that probably my whole generation wore. I'm so tired of my life, I don't wake up to fresh morning breakfast or nice and neat clothes, I wake up to a half bitten apple for breakfast and some filthy clothes with holes in them. I never had a brother or sister and I don't know any of my family. Everyday I wake up and I pray for a better day and I never get it. When I go to school people talks about me and how my clothes look but I just look down and don't say anything. I will keep praying, but I don't know if it will work because every time I pray I don't get anything in return. But I will keep praying because I know my time will come some day.