What i think of love?

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Cayuna p.o.v
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See I used to think love was something magical but when you love the wrong people your heart just turn cold. I don't say FUCK LOVE. PERIODDD😂 nah I just don't feen for it like a crackhead that feen for crack. No one has time to be crying and depressed. I'm 17 and I'm a big girl I got this.

DING! DING!
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Ali😒: heyyyyy bitch come to the park it's some cute boys😏
Me: ig🤷🏽‍♀️
Ali😒:hoe you always in yo feels😒
Me: w.e "Bestfrannn"🖕🏽🤙🏽
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I guess it's time to prepare of the thotness of my hoesish bestfrann. I really don't know why I'm friends with her probably cause we was super close in middle school but as soon as the lions, tigers, and bears oh my( highschool boys) got to her head and it made her thotie. And I'm just me. Just the Innocent lovely child of god. Well I sin sometimes( smoke weed and curse). Butt I'm still holy. No SEX. But her Mhh let's just say it's a lot a sin might be saints child.🤦🏽‍♀️ Anyways let me get dressed.

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@cay.una_ Noftis 🤤😚❤️
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I start to walk to the park. My momma need to get me a car this walking ish is dangerous b. I spot my hoefriend I ment Bestfrannn around a whole bunch of niggas. See nope I'm out. My ma is Puerto Rican and Dominican where you get hit with the chancla 24/7. Ella es gringa....😕.(She is white)

"Where you going?" Alison said.
"Back home what do I look like being around all them niggas" I said to her.
She sucked her teeth "Mann you tripping. Stay for a lil and you can go back home"
"Whatever Alison!" I said to her with an attitude.
"Shut up Cayuna!" She flicked me off.
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After what it feels like 5 hours but 30 mins, I was drawing a sketch I look up and Alison was gone.
Hmm see this right there is where I call her a hoe.
You do not leave your childhood Bestfrannn at the damn park at night to go get dick.😒 hoes.

I just packed my stuff up so I can go home. I began to walk and a tall boy come up to me.

"Damn ma that ass is phat phat let my feel"the boy said. I just put my headphones in and keep walking.

" AYOO IK YOU HEAR ME" the boy said he looked about 19 he was brown skin with a big snake tattoo that had a O by it and he grabbed my ass.
"YO WHAT THE FUCK! Why you touch my ass" I yelled in disgust. I spit in his face.

He grabbed me and I tried to fight but he was stronger and he pulled me in alley. He was feeling up on me and touching me. He ripped my shirt punched me in the eye,bust my lip and threw me out on the side of the road but he took my innocence....

My
Innocence
The one thing that makes me pure
The one thing that's mine
And he just took it.....

And you asked me why I don't believe in love...
When your innocence is gone then what value do you hold.....

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15 mins later
" ayúdame mira mi hija es mal ayúdame ayúdame ayúdame" I hear my mother scream crying and shaking my body vigorously.

I can't see nothing but I can hear. I hear the loud Sirens, I hear my brother yelling, and I head my dads heart beating.

At the hospital
"She is ok miss. She has a few bruises some cuts and a light concussion. Oh and she also had gotten rapped. So when she wake up F.B.I will talk to her so they can get who did this." The doctor said.

After I woke up I was bombarded with a bunch of questions. Like did you get jumped, who rapped you, how it happened, how it lead to it, and not but least who did it. See I know who did it the name how he look and how he sound.
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After the questioning from the feds the hospital moved me to a shared room since I'm doing good.
But the person who was the room I was in was a fair skinntone, copper looking hair color, tall and look mean.

He argued with the nurse about the shared room. Then I guess he noticed I heard him so he just said never mind.

"You got a name?" He asked. The most dumbest question. "Yeah" I giggled.
"What is it?" He said looking dumbfounded.
"Cayuna" I spoke up more. "Ohhhhhh You that chucked how let osami fuck" he laughed.

He
Laughed
At the fact that my rapist
Make it seem like I begged for it...

"Whats funny. It's funny who he rapped me and almost beat me to death right. I WANTED IT SOOOO BAD RIGHT. Imma slut right!" I said breathing heavily.

I hear the heart monitor beep faster. After that I passed out.

I was a weirdo before but now I can't even live.😔

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