The one

The one

at the destination
Sitting with anticipation

With the day all planned
Including a barefoot walk in the sand

Carefree day I had handled
All other plans cancelled

My smile slowly turned down
With out hearing a sound

Guess my thoughts are not the same
But only me to blame

Last few months my mind runs wild
The thoughts have not been mild

The situation I did know
Wish you would've told me from the get go

I hear words that lifts my spirit
Brings a smile to just hear it

But the actions do tell
Brings me right back into hell

I try to give some space
When I close my eyes I see your face

The lack of time
Weighs heavy on my mind

I have no problem expressing
But now I seem to be stressing

As the truth comes out
I just wanna shout

Secretes there where to be none
After this I know what needs to be done

Back to the shadows I shall go
Alone on the path, I will show

So hard to focus
Your magic was a Hocus-pocus

The way I feel
Is different from how I should feel

Ask for much I don't think
Life can be gone in a blink

Love can be a thriller
But reality is the killer

Nothing is set in stone
They can be broken like a bone

Your vision dances in my head
Hours before I lay for bed

Your voice rings
Like how the morning birds sing

My mind is in a shamble
All because I took a gamble

My heart has sank
Like a busted bank

Pull my self up from my laces
And still walk with grace

You said you where twisted
But I can see things have shifted

But for you don't worry
For the pain I will bury

For my life has direction and meaning
I have a place of being

My life plans I have not erased
For I have embraced

I will pick up the pace
At the end of this case

For now, silent I shall be
So my surroundings I may see

My goals have been set
With in the time they will be met

I am a man of my word
No matter what is heard

So keep in your thoughts
The feelings you have brought

Many questions do ponder
But this Land cursed to wander

Getting highly annoyed
Not going to settle to fill that void

You have shown me a lot
Ungrateful, I am not

Dreams do not set you free
Reality is the key