The one
at the destination
Sitting with anticipationWith the day all planned
Including a barefoot walk in the sandCarefree day I had handled
All other plans cancelledMy smile slowly turned down
With out hearing a soundGuess my thoughts are not the same
But only me to blameLast few months my mind runs wild
The thoughts have not been mildThe situation I did know
Wish you would've told me from the get goI hear words that lifts my spirit
Brings a smile to just hear itBut the actions do tell
Brings me right back into hellI try to give some space
When I close my eyes I see your faceThe lack of time
Weighs heavy on my mindI have no problem expressing
But now I seem to be stressingAs the truth comes out
I just wanna shoutSecretes there where to be none
After this I know what needs to be doneBack to the shadows I shall go
Alone on the path, I will showSo hard to focus
Your magic was a Hocus-pocusThe way I feel
Is different from how I should feelAsk for much I don't think
Life can be gone in a blinkLove can be a thriller
But reality is the killerNothing is set in stone
They can be broken like a boneYour vision dances in my head
Hours before I lay for bedYour voice rings
Like how the morning birds singMy mind is in a shamble
All because I took a gambleMy heart has sank
Like a busted bankPull my self up from my laces
And still walk with graceYou said you where twisted
But I can see things have shiftedBut for you don't worry
For the pain I will buryFor my life has direction and meaning
I have a place of beingMy life plans I have not erased
For I have embracedI will pick up the pace
At the end of this caseFor now, silent I shall be
So my surroundings I may seeMy goals have been set
With in the time they will be metI am a man of my word
No matter what is heardSo keep in your thoughts
The feelings you have broughtMany questions do ponder
But this Land cursed to wanderGetting highly annoyed
Not going to settle to fill that voidYou have shown me a lot
Ungrateful, I am notDreams do not set you free
Reality is the key