Please person with abandonment issues. A person with a family that is 95% bipolar. A person with anxiety. A person with depression. A person who was a child that grew up too fast. A person that is still considered a child.
I felt so alone, until I realized that even with all of those things I was alive. I had a roof over my head, warm food in my belly, three loving parents, and people in my life that loved me unconditionally. I realized that of all the negativity in my head, all the bad thoughts swirling out of control never giving me a second to breath. All the bad thoughts were created by my own head, by me.
I took a deep breath, and when I exhaled, I mentally pushed those thoughts from my mind, expelling all the bad. The more negativity that left my mind the more I realized that My fear, one that once ran my life, that overtook my thoughts, was actually my saving grace. I realized that sometimes you need a little time to yourself to breath, and remember that I need to focus on myself instead of focusing on all the things that could go wrong, I started focusing on all the things that could go right. I focused on me.
