"Why didn't you keep it to yourself?" I asked Jimin as I played with his pencils.
"Wae? It's fun to see girls get flustered after knowing that I know they like me."
"You're mean to the core you know that."
"Nah Yoongi is way meaner."
"He's just savage. He is different from you."
He looks up from his phone and clicks his tongue. He then turn and leaned on his palm, looking at me, "Taehyung ah what's your problem. You used to play girls too. You only stopped after what happened to Bonghee."
That name striked me and tears threatened to fall out of my sockets as I dropped the pencils. My head went blank and pain spreads throughout my heart like a spider web, clenching it so hard, my heart could shatter into a million pieces.
"Shit." Jimin mutters and put his phone away,"Taehyung ah mianhe, it just slipped."
"I told you not to mention her." I snapped and stood up, causing my chair to fall backwards. I walked to the door and before I exited the classroom, I looked back to Jimin, "Don't follow me home after school. Go Jungkook's house or something."
I catch him ruffling his hair in frustration before I strode out of the classroom, holding in my tears.
Something hard bumped against my chest and I fell backwards and a sharp pain shot through my back. I came in contact with the floor and something weighed on top of me. The surrounding students froze and stared at me while whispering and I glared at the person on top of me, "YAH! GET OF ME!"
"Aish don't need to yell you bimbo! I'm not deaf! And why are you yelling? I should be the one yelling at you! Watch where you are going, Mr Cucumber Face!" the girl in front of my yelled back.
"Mwo? Cucumber Face? What about you huh? Rotten Egg!"
"Yah! Are you tired of living?"
"Mwo? Do you want to fight?"
"I'm sorry, I don't fight with uneducated people who has their eyes on their butts!" she snapped and stuck out her tongue before marching away, "What an unlucky day."
Running into you is unlucky. Rotten Egg.
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I threw off my shoes and slammed my bag on the table.
"Taehyung ah, what's wrong?"
I quickly wiped the drops of water on my face before turning around, "Mng? Gwinchana, hirmonim(grandmother)."
The gray woman shuffles towards me and placed her boney hands on my cheek, "Do you need money?"
"Aniya. Hirmonim, have you eaten?"
Her shaky eyes searched mine as I forced a smile.
She knows.
"Not yet. Wash up and come out to eat, mng? Aigoo, my precious."
I looked at her and held her wrinkled hands as my eyes became wet for some reasons which I don't know, "Arraseo, hirmonim."
"Aigoo don't cry. Ka, mng?"
I nodded and strolled to the bathroom get a change of clothes and leaned againt the sink while splashing my face with water.
Looking into the mirror at my dripping face, I muttered, "Bonghee ah bogo shipda."
I blew out a shaky breath of air and quickly get over myself and plaster on a smile before heading out to the table.
Seating down, I said, "Hirmonim, let's eat."
She nods and places a piece of meat on too of my rice, "Mng, let's eat."
This is bliss, but why do I want more than just bliss?
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"Oppa annyeong."
I sigh and scratched my head, "Yah I told you not to call me oppa!"
Minyoung cocks her head to the side, "I am 1 year younger than you. What should I call you then?"
As usual, our 3 line conversation ends with me stoning.
Aish why do you say oppa so annoyingly?
"Just— aish forget it. Why do you always leave the house the same time as me anyway. you don't even study in the same school as me."
"Because I wanna see you, oppa?" Minyoung smiles innocently and shakes her body slightly, like she's trying to act cute.
"Stop that. You make me feel disgusted."
She stops and smile uncomfortably. This was a sentence I say to her everyday since she does that everyday for 2 years.
She always hangs around and acts as if we are very close when Jimin or Jungkook came over.
She's such a try-hard.
I swung my bag over my shoulders and started my 20 minutes walk to school and she heads in the same direction as me for the next 15 minutes.
The fact that our schools are just 5 minutes away from each other just annoys me already.
I always try to take bigger steps, having my long legs as an advantage, but she jist runs after me like a puppy, calling, "Oppa! Oppa ya!" over and over again.
People from our neighbourhood will the. look at me like I'm a boyfriend ignoring his girlfriend, which makes me the bad guy.
Minyoung. She... She's cute to many boys I suppose. Every valentine's day, her mailbox will overflow with love letters and the amount of chocolates she bring home piles up in her house.
Some boys sees Minyoung and me talk occasionally when they send in a card and they tell their friends about me. So basically I'm rival to almost the whole cohort of high school senior students from Sungjae High.
Would you believe me when I say some of them comes to my school, College Byul, and waits for me at the school gate to throw shit at me?
I don't even like Minyoung, why am I going through all these because of her?
It annoys me so much, its like getting punished for something you didn't even do.
And then there's Bonghee. Unless she comes back to me again, I don't think I will be able to truly accept and love someone.
Because she's the only one I will love.
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