One night stand?

Chapter 3

After that kissing in Michael's room it has been a month that I haven't seen him. Not because he didn't remember like before but just because I felt that what I did was not right. As a big fan of his I knew he was married and that is why I always felt the awkwardness besides the hotness in the air. I started working hard on myself and my life.

I always had passion for writing books but they never got big or "famous" until one day I got an email from a Harper's Bazaar magazine. They wanted an interview with me, I was really excited but yet nervous. Yeah to be fully honest I have seen improvement in my work and that the book had more reads online.

And for the Michael situation.... he still is my idol and I still love him, his music and what he does but as I said it was a one night stand for me and for him. When I went to the ranch that he was living in I acted strange or at least that is what I think of myself when I go back to that day in my memories. I remember it like it was yesterday. I regret going there but after that night when he fucked me in the car I thought this could be a chance for my dream to come true. That dream was the same as every girl that is Michael's fan and it simply is to have a relationship with him.

"Yeah.... that will never work I guess. " I said to myself.

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4:38 PM

I was chilling in my house watching some Netflix and eating a fruit salad when my bestie Sasha burst through the front door and looked at me. I looked at her confused, trying to figure out what the hell happen to make her come in like that.

"BITCH WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME YOU WERE GONNA BE INTERVIEWED FOR A MAGAZINE?!?!" She yelled coming closer to me.

"Calm down Sash! I was going to call you later to tell you! Damn you always make it seem like I did something bad!" I protected myself.

"Don't you dare saying that. You could have called me when you learned about it." She said having that angry like smirk on her face.

"Okay sis calm down and take a chill pill you need one." I giggled of what I said to her.

"A chill pill? I don't need a chill pill but by knowing how nervous you get in public you should get some chill pills for tomorrow."

"Meh don't worry about me. It will be just an interview for a magazine and happily it won't be on the TV." I defended myself again.

"Ohhhhh i see now that out of excitement probably you didn't read that it was gonna be a magazine interview and a video interview that will be uploaded on YouTube hmmm" Sash worried me.

"Wait whaaa? I didn't read that and first how did you read that when it came to my email?!?"

"Remember that one time you logged in your email on my phone? Well I still have the password dummie." She laughed at my face and made a dumb face.

"Come here you...." I said as I started to tickle her around her waist .

We were childish I admit that but this is just how our friendship is and how it has been for 12 years now. When we first met it was through internet. We became internet besties and after all those years of chatting back and forth we met and it was one of the best moments. Now we are inseparable forever and we showed that to whoever said the other was a troll. Okay so enough of that.

I laid next to her when all of the sudden my emotions hit me. I was scared for tomorrow and what would I say in front of the camera. She hugged me and said:

"Don't worry I am coming with yo-" I cut her off.

"You what?" I smiled.

"You know moral help... just so you know I am there for you." She fixed my curls that were always in my face.

"Thank you Sash, thank you for always being by my side and helping me." I smiled and hugged her.

Sometimes we look too close but after all those years of friendship 1 777 km (1 104 miles) away from each other we try to spend as much time as we can together. Sometimes she comes over to my mansion and I go to hers. We just laugh all day, watch movies, eat ice cream, of course fan girl over Michael and act crazy.
I have been scared to tell her about that night that I had with Michael. She wasn't able to come and that really made her sad as well as me too. As we were watching some Jerry Springer on the TV the commercial break came. I have been thinking of telling her what happened back a month ago and I thought it was the time. I didn't knew how she would react so I prepared myself physically and mentally for her reaction. I called her name as she turned around.

"Sash?" I called her.

"Yes Sisi?" She answered me.

"I have to tell you something serious".

"Okay I am listening " She smiled