My dad thinks I don't need counselling but he doesn't know how broken I am. Why is it that when I need to do something, someone else needs to do it at the same time. I try to stay calm and not stress but there's always something which drags me down. Today I felt like I can't do anything when I couldn't even tie a bag and I was mocked it crushed my self esteem and confidence once again. My sister is planning on decorating the room it's like she won't even miss me. Am I that bad? It makes me so sad.
