(Btw, The cuts aren't real... It's like emotion scars... Not actual ones... I didn't cut....)
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading, Don't look like they're ever going away, They ain't never gonna change
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I wish I never looked, I wish I never touched, I wish that I could stop loving you so much, Cause I'm the only one that's trying to keep us together, When all of the signs say that I should forget herI wish you weren't the best, the best I ever had
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I wish I couldn't feel, I wish I couldn't love, I wish that I could stop cause it hurts so much
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....Have you felt that way? Or even tried understanding why I posted the lyrics on my conversation board?....
Guessing not... Cause you said "I Love That Song!"
....I guess you never understood WHY I posted it...
Cause I feel horrible... heart-broken...
Another best friend? Already moving on to someone else?
Posting that video?
Yeah... I saw it...
Don't feel bad that you did.... I'm glad I now know...
Why is my heart hurting again? Other than my parents and the words in my head that are screaming at me?
Caspy... I missed the times we had togethor as 'Us'....
I'm glad you love someone else... I'm happy for you...
Then... Why am I about to cry? Why am I upset inside...
WHY?