Life

What if

So tell me am I crazy? I mean damn I know there is something wrong with me but am I crazy. You see I think these thoughts everyday. Am I crazy? Why do people like me? Do my friends even care if I was dead or alive? What would there life be without me? Why do I hate myself? Why do I wanna die?
Why can't anyone love me? Is there something wrong with me? Did I just become nothing?
Why?
Life is so hard and messed up but what if you could change that. What if you could just control how you life goes. You meet the people you wanna meet. Love the person you wanna love. But of course that's impossible all of this is.

1000 thoughts 💭
Metal breakdowns 😔
Depression 😢
Anxiety😣
Eating disorder 😶
Why? Why? Am I the one who has to suffer with this why? And my parents they will never know or care. There in there own world while I'm in my own world trying so hard to stay in mine. Why? And I not good enough why? Do people not like me? What did I do to them? This is scary ain't it. Now let's go back to the one question that takes up most of my brain. Am I crazy? You answer that if your reading this. Answer it.

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Goodbye