"Look at her Bet ya she's slept with that head quarterback Jonny"
" look a slut"
"Aw a 🐷 pig"
Onk onk
She's so fat
She's kinda cute
Shut up fatty
It's moving again
It's alive
omg bet her mom and dad are a shamed of her
I just try to keep my head down and sing to my self I'm not ugly as I walk into first block to write my poetry :
There is a monster. I start to write drowning out the teacher as I scrible In my book:
A monster that stalks me as it's pray, waiting to strike fear into the very core of my heart.
This fear radiates from my heart, sending chills throughout my entire body.
It engulfs me, slowly suffocates me, and pushes me back further into darkness;
"Young lady I expect you to listen in my class" my teacher mr. Hash says slamming his ruler on my desk.
The class snickers as I say a quiet yes sir and pretend to scribble down wats in the board
I succumb to the darkness and drift into my nightmare.
I fear this nightmare that keeps me from him, that keeps me from security, and keeps me from giving my whole heart.
Once I give my love away, my monster creeps up, snatches it back, and takes hold of it like a glove.
I cannot escape this monster.
It lives inside me, constantly slithering, slipping, and sliding from my heart into my head.
For my monster is not a person, not a place, nor an object...but a thought.
This thought is the most painful, most horrific thought that takes away my happiness.
It obliterates my joy, steals my smiles, and keeps my tears flowing like a river.
Tears suddenly escape my eyes as I write:
My tears burn my cheeks like acid.
With each drop my fear intensifies.
I fear that you will leave me and take my heart with you.
The fear that I will be left with nothing to live for, no one to love, no one to love me.
RINGGGGGGGGGGGG
The bell snatches me out of my world and pushes me out into the real world into a hard, test filled, bruised filled day
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Ghost
ActionI never thought I would be in a situation like this. EVER but, somebody upstairs had a different plan. Some warned me.... " don't do it your gonna regret it" but truth is I don't regret a thing. If I had a choice I would do it all over again and ag...
