I thought I was okay, that I had everything under control, but it hit me hard what I once thought I had got over. Anxiety it consumes me and turns me into something I'm not. I can't eat I can't breath, it leaves me breathless and with a ache in my chest a pain. I don't even eat and I puke I've been loosing weight I'm slowly disappearing. I took years to gain weight and I lost it in days, I look dead tired body less without a soul pure bone. I feel sick all the time and it cripples me, the weight of my body is too much everything hurts everything tires me. My feelings are amplified the anger I feel eats me up, the sadness I feel tears me up, the love I feel is hopeless from the start.
