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Yoongi*
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Kookie💜: morning!
Yoongi💔: morning..
Kookie💜: hey so we still on for tonight?
Yoongi💔: sure..
Kookie💜: oh yay ok see you in 15!
Yoongi💔: ok...
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I throw my phone on my bed as I get up and find something I have never worn, it was a black shirt and long black jeans, then I put a large black sweatshirt over my shirt to hide my cuts.
Knock*
Hi yoongi!~
Hey jungkook. He hugs me I hug back slightly and then walk to my room, he follows. So how are you?
Fine, but you look different what's wrong kitten?
Nothing..
Please don't lie to me Yoongi I'm being serious.
I'm fine.
No your not, you have never worn black and your always so happy, please what happened.
(..Some day I just crack..)
Yoongi?
Yoongi!?
What's wrong your acting weird, quiet dressed in all black not happy..
WELL MAYBE IM NOT ALL HAPPY MAYBE I FAKE IT MAYBE I SECRETLY WANNA DIE AND HATE MY LIFE, MAYBE IM NOT THE PERSON WHO YOU THINK YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!
....
I run off crying into my bathroom, I lock the door behind me and cry, I cried hard, I just did that in front of jungkook! My life is ruined now he'll really hate me...
YOONGI!! I hear him bang on the door. OPEN UP PLEASE, I hear his voice crack.
Y-yoongi pl-ease open the do-door... I hear him start to cry,as he gently pounds at the door.
Yoongi, are you at the back of the bathroom or behind the door?
B-back, I mumble.
Ok hold on I'm sorry but you won't open up so..
BOOM!!!*
AHH! I hold my head as I bring my knees up to my face crying harder.
Yoongi? Do you wanna kill yourself?...
Y-yes... I feel to arms wrap around me, jungkook cried onto my shoulder. I couldn't hold back all my tears anymore. He rubbed my back as I started balling my eyes out. Huh?! I feel him pick me up gently and set me on his lap.

..It's ok I'm here yoongi..

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