Puppet

Beyond hurt

"If I felt all my lies I know that I'd be broken
Take all these pills and quell fucked up emotions
Bill, you're so sick, why can't you just be open
You just be open, you just be open
Push you away to save you from my visions
Killing myself, lately that's been my mission
Know I'll explode like it's nuclear fission
Stuck on these visions, stuck on these visions

Hurt people just hurt people
They do it, they do everyday, yeah
Hurt people just hurt people
Why are we used to the pain? Ooh

I got burns on my wrists, but that helps keep me focused
Heroin missed its chance, I'm here unbroken
Girl, I'm too fucked up, you can't fix these problems
You'll never solve them, you'll never solve them
I think about you and it drives me crazy
Wish I could fix my mind but it's too hazy
Twenty years old is too young, you won't save me
Can't help me, baby, can't help me, baby"

I woke up sprawled out on the same table I remember Blue throwing me on before I blacked out, my sweatpants were tied around my neck and it felt pretty bruised when I brought my hand down to pull the sweats away, my shirt had been ripped straight down the center exposing my chest and stomach, I turned my head away in horror at what I saw. Burned into my skin quiet neatly was the word "slut" right below my ribs. Why would he do this to me, this man doesn't even know the first thing about me, perhaps he has confused me with somebody else, lost in my angry thoughts I didn't even hear Blue enter the shed. I realized it when his fingers ran across my stomach all the way up to my breasts, I stayed perfectly still minus the uncontrollable shivering I was doing, I hate him so much he brings out the worst in me and I bring out the worst in him. Before I had time to react to his unwanted touching he flipped me over onto my stomach roughly and pulled my lower half to the end of the table holding onto my hips so I wouldn't fall due to my broken leg. I kept my eyes trained on the table and my body completely still as he took one hand off my hips to run it all over my body slowly taunting me, he knew I didn't like this and he is using it to his advantage. When his fingers ran over my clit to my other leg I gasped out taking ahold of the top of the table I tried to pull myself away from him, it did not work him being much stronger than me his bruising grip yanked me right back against him so his groin was now pressed against my ass. Swallowing loudly when he began to grind his hips into me I squeezed my eyes shut and pretended I was anywhere else but here, a beach in Mexico, my mom's house, one of my many trips to the waterfall back in my dad's home town, to my dismay his hand smacking the back of my head ripped me away from those precious memories. "Are you listening to me Astrid!" He growled out in annoyance jerking my body back into him roughly, his grip on my hips never faltered, quietly I answered him, "I'm sorry master, I did not hear you." That seemed to make him even more annoyed with me, digging his finger nails into my skin so hard he drew blood when withdrawing he raked long nail marks along my hips and walked over to a set of shelves on the opposite wall. I followed his every move with my eyes, from when he grabbed the little device I had no idea what it was, to him walking over to the other wall and selecting a deadly looking whip, coming back over with those two things he hoisted me up and layed me flat on the table once again. Taking each of my limbs including my broken leg he secured them to each leg of the table with strong rope insuring himself that I wouldn't break free, lifting my hips off the table he reached in between my legs with the device aimed at my opening, shoving it into me he turned a dial at the end of it to which it started to vibrated out of control. It felt like a bunch of snakes slithering inside me making me gasp out against the feeling, I guess he didn't exactly like the position he had put me in because he moved behind me and untied my ankles bending my knees and spreading them so the they were the width of the table. This hurt my leg and my back from how much of an arch it made me do but he didn't care as he tied my knees back to the table so that I would stay in that pose ass up, with my front flat on the table and my face turned away from him resting on my cheek against the table.
The soft crack from the whip against my ass made me yelp and jolt forward against my bounds, giving me enough time to relax and adjust to the uncomfortable sensation this was giving me Blue lightly patted my butt with his hand occasionally letting it slip down over my asshole to my dripping wet entrance. Smack! This time he had ditched the whip all together and used his hand getting turned on by the sexual abuse he delivers to me, my body rocked forward every time his hand collided with my butt, after about thirty spankings he stopped and I could hear the jingle from him undoing his belt. Oh god, please not again so soon, I begged him with all my soul," Please master I have learned by my punishment, I will never strike you again under any condition, please don't rape me again, I will be good!" I was crying by the end of my pleas but it didn't slow him down as he pulled the device out of me and ripped his pants all the way off. Climbing onto the table behind me he settled him self in between my spread knees and rubbed his hard erection against my swollen lips, I silently cried into the table and held onto the ropes around my wrists for dear life when he started to mercilessly pound into me from behind. Leaning over me he grabbed a fist full of my hair and picked my head up off the table, kissing the side of my face and running his tounge from my neck all the way up to my cheek several times while still taking steady powerful strokes into my throbbing vagina. His other hand slowly traveled from my hip along my butt and to my asshole where he easily slipped two of his fingers into me and moved them in and out at a fast speed picking up the same pace as his penis inside my other hole. I grunted and gritted my teeth against the pain at first but soon it became bearable and I found myself moaning a little at the feeling of both being filled at the same time, that inevitable feeling was building deep in my stomach and I held it in for dear life. I will not give him the satisfaction of controlling my body when ever he wants, randomly right before his climax he pulled out and hurried over to where my face is steadily pumping his cock with his right hand. After about two minutes he found release and came a great amount over my face, it got in my hair, in my eyes, in my mouth, but I stayed silent regardless of my fury slowly building inside. Blue had moved back around behind me to retrieve his pants, when suddenly he was pushing the device back into me on full blast and left it there, he didn't untie me he just smiled at me, buttoned his pants, and turned to walk out. I screamed after him, I begged him not to leave me like this but he didn't stop walking and soon I was in complete darkness tied to a table. I orgasmed another 10 times thanks to the vibrator he had buried inside of me, finally through all my screams and all my struggles to get free exhaustion got the better of me and my eyes fluttered closed in the darkness of the shed.