drugs| ethan dolan

0.2| text message

+Avery rivers

"Grayson, pick up your phone or else i'll throw it out of the window," I growl as I bang on his bedroom door. That thing has been going of for the last hour now. I hear him stumble in his room before he opens his door. His hair is hanging in different directions.

"Maybe Avery, you should go downstairs to grab YOUR phone from the couch," he mumbles with his sleepy voice. "Because that thing that has been going off all night is YOUR phone. You should throw THAT out the window,"

I giggle. "I'm sorry gray," I give him a hug and make my way down. I don't remember leaving it on the couch but whatever.

As I'm down, completely in the dark, I stub my toe against the couch. "For fuck sake. You fucking motherfucker," I curse. I hear grayson laugh from upstairs.

"Shut the fuck up Bailey!" I yell.

"Speak for yourself Isabella Johanna," he screams back. I laugh. I don't remember telling him my middle names. Whatever.

I grab my phone and check my notifications.

4 messages

All from an unknown number

Unknown
I had so much fun last night😉
We should do this more often
You know
Doing the nasty

Avery
    Who the actual fuck is this
It's 3 in the morning

Unknown
Molly stop fucking with me
It's me Ethan
We just had sex like a few minutes ago
Read

I feel a massive sting in my heart. He forgot me. He fucked Molly. I'm creeped out.

With puffy eyes I walk back upstairs. I pass my room, walking straight into Graysons.

"Grayson, are you awake?" I mumble.

"Yeah, what's up Ave?" he whispers. He folds the blanket away from him so I can get next to him.

"It's E-ethan," i stutter.

"What about him?"

"I got a text message. He's the reason why my phone has been going off the entire time," I shake my head. "He fucked Molly,"

I hear Grayson take a deep breath. "He did what?"

"He fucked Molly. I got a text from him saying how much he liked it," I swallow. We broke up because of what he did to me but it's still hurting.

"Avery, please ignore it," Grayson sits up, his arms folding around me, pulling me in a hug. "You have to forget him. I can't see you getting all depressed because of that asshole and his decisions. Please,"

"I won't gray. I won't," I promise as I settle myself next to him. "Is it okay if I sleep in here?"

He nods. "Yeah, i'm fine with that,"

He gives me a kiss on my head as I slowly drift off to sleep.

-

"Goodmorning Sunshine," Grayon smiles from the couch. "Had a good sleep?"

I nod my head. "Thanks for letting me stay with you tonight. I felt so awefull after reading that text. How did he get my number anyways?"

"I dont know. I don't remember anyone giving your number to him,"he shrugs his shoulders.

"I'ts fine. I just didn't expect him to text me," I walk over to the kitchen, grabbing my favorite mug from the cabinet. Time for a hot drink.

"Gray! Tea, coffee or coco?"

"Tea!!"

"Whatever you want faggot,"

He laughs. "Why am I a faggot if I drink tea,"

"Tea is for gays," I smile.

"Like you," he fires. He starts laughing like his life is depending on it. After he's done laughing I walk back to the kitchen. Hot coco it is. I hear Grayson call my name as the sound of a phone echoes through the room.

Fuck me

"Not again," I moan, making my way through the living room. "Who's it gray?"

"Ethan," he mumbles, handing me my phone. an unknown number is displayed on my screen.

I pick up my phone. "What?"

"Who is this?"

I start laughing. "It's Avery. What the fuck do you want?"

"Ave? Is this really you? Oh god. I need to explain mys-..,"

"Listen, Dolan, I dont know what the fuck you want, but leave me the fuck alone," I spit.  "I'm done with your fucking bullshit,"

"Avery please, let me expla-..," he starts but I hang up. I can't. I'm trying to erase him out of my life and every call he would give me, would destroy my walls and get me back to him.

It took me a year to get over him. Forget the fact that he did me dirty like that and i'm still not fully one hundred percent over it. I don't think i'll ever be.

"What did he want?" Grayson leans over the edge of the couch.

"He wanted to explain himself," I say. "He almost begged me,"

"Why didn't you?"

"Didn't do what?" I ask.

"Let him explain?" Grayson asks me.

"Absolutely not. I gave him one chance. One chance to love me and he fucked up,"

"You're right," Grayson whispers. I know he loves his brother but I just can't forgive him like that. Taking someone's virginity and brag about it, is not something to be proud of or even forgive.

I grab my hot coco from the kitchen and make my way to my room. I need some time alone. Lady time. Sad movies, fluffy blankets and hot coco. What do we want more?

I grab the tv remote and turn on Netflix.

I always thought shit like this would only happen in movies and books. I never would've realized it happens to me. I'm stuck between two things.

Choosing for myself or forgiveness.

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{i'm sorry this took so long and that it's so short. i had a lot on my mind lately. i'll try to be active more! and ofcourse write better chapters haha ;)}