Dear starboy (an alternative ending)

T-Tom?!

Tords POV~
Tord blinked,
"T-Tom?!" Tord was more confused than exited,
"B-but why did you save me-" Tord suddenly felt a tight- warm set of arms around him, Tord smiles softly and hugged Tom,
"Oh Starboy why would you do that?!" Tom asked shaky from saving Tord from the freezing water.
"I thought you didn't love me Kittyboy!!" Tom stared at Tord with a small frown,
"I-it's not that I d-didn't love you Tord," he paused for a moment looking away he mumbled, "I couldn't love you"
Tord could see the tears forming in his Kittyboys eyes,
"Kittyboy.. I understand.. but why?" Tord questioned him, even though he didn't fully understand.
"W-well. ." Tom looked into Tords eyes.
Toms POV~
Tom was scared.. what if his dad found out and gets hurt.. his breathing started to heavy.. his hands were shaky and eyes teared up.. oh no not now please! He was having an anxiety attack.. for the second time today, He looked at his beautiful, perfect Starboy.. He hates his stupid father for everything he's done to him, why would he have to live like this? He has no freedom and is being abused, maybe it was right to tell someone, especially someone he trusted..
Tords POV~
Tord could hear Toms breathing start to slow and he was trembling, but not because of the cold water he had just saved him from but from himself, poor Kittyboy! He grabbed Tom into a tight hug, nothing was going to keep him from letting his Kittyboy be hurt, not anymore.