Dear Best Friend

Letter #2

《 the real failure is not the one who doesn't get his goals but the one who gives up . 》

Dear Best Friend,

I love you so much that even words can't really explain it ❤❤

You mean so much to me and I never knew that someone could matter so damn much to me and I never felt like the feelings I get with you with any of my other friends.

I've tried not missing you so damn much and it's just hard being so far away from you yet we are still close by heart.

I promise to never leave you when you need me and always be available with advice whenever you need me. I'm just a second away and just know anyone else can't love you the way I do and I'll always love you and a lot more than that person.

* you know who * is really an ass for not liking you and it may be a sensitive topic for you and I totally understand that you want to move on from him but at the same time not move on and want him to like you back & please for the time being, let's not care and talk about him because I don't like the way he makes you feel, all confused and heartbroken.

You have no clue how hard it actually is being so far from you. Like all I can think about it when you'll come to my place or when you'll come over in general or when I'll come to over to your place and ugh it's so hard explaining what I'm feeling right now and to you but I know as always you'll understand what I'm trying to say (hopefully)

Yes, I'm really jealous of all the fun you have without me and I'm jealous of this E**** girl and all the other friends you have there because you were mine first and will always be.

I'm super possessive of what's mine and when I say you're mine I fucking mean it. Like I'm not letting anyone take you away from me.

And yes I do get super mad at you sometimes when you leave me on read or not reply back with anything because it feels like I'm being ignored and unwanted  and you know how it makes me feel.

I hope you wake up to this and have a really nice day my sunshine 🌞❤

Ps. Call me soon okay ❤