I realized what he was holding in his hands was my camera "I knew I remembered you from somewhere" he shouted at me with anger raging in his eyes they looked darker than usual I still didn't know what was going "what are you talking about?" He got up and held the camera to me with a picture on it "THIS! This is what I'm talking about you lied to me you lied about who you were!" he snapped at me and you could hear the hurt in his voice, in front of me was a picture back in March of me and Harry outside when I met them I quickly began to defend myself "Harry let me explain please this doesn't change anything" he stared right at me "of course this changes everything you don't like me for me you just wanted Harry Styles from one direction" "but Harry" he shook his head "no I think you should just leave" he tossed the camera to me and I quickly got my bag and was at the door way with tears in my eyes I took one last look at Harry and I could see the hurt in his eyes as they got watery. I left to the main lobby trying to gather my thoughts still shocked as to what just took place it was already over what me Harry had just begun ended in a blink of an eye. I couldn't go home I had no ride and I didn't want my parents to know why happened I thought of only one thing to do and that was to call Blake.
It had been a week since everything that's possibly awful took place. No words had been exchanged nothing was said and my thoughts were still scattered and my feelings had been shattered. If I was left without company or nothing to do my mind would still go to that exact moment when Harry had called me a liar. How was it that everything good had happened to me one second and then everything bad the next. Was I being too dramatic thinking all my happiness was stripped of me, but maybe it felt that way because Harry meant that much to me. I hadn't told anyone of what had taken place but nor my family or my friends were stupid they could sense the sadness in my actions the loneliness in my eyes anyone could see it. They did their best to keep me busy and comfort me.
More days had passed and the boys were now in Australia I only knew this because Harry had told me I no longer followed any news or events that took place for one direction. I woke up on Tuesday and checked twitter my finger hovered over Harry's username I knew it wasn't right for me to put myself in this position it was clear we were over but it wasn't like it was illegal for me to stalk his twitter. He hadn't tweeted much just a picture of him and a Koala but when I looked at the things mentioned about him there were all these pictures of him and some girl getting into a big black car, jealousy started to take over my body but I needed to relax he was no longer mine to claim and I didn't know the full story about them. I went to my mentions and saw that some directioners had mentioned me, Harry and Emma Ostilly along with a picture attachment me being curious and impatient I quickly opened it and saw the picture was of Harry and Emma in front of a door to a house though it was blurry it wasn't hard to see that they were kissing I dropped my phone shocked at what I saw and began to sob like a baby and I had no control over myself.
School had been a drag with so much work and days went by so slowly but finally it was a day before April vacation. I was sitting at the table in the kitchen on Friday morning excited for April vacation when my mom placed toast and some juice in front of me and said "guess what?" in the most excited voice ever I took a bite of my toast and said "what" in a much less excited voice she gave me a frown and then resumed to tell me the news "well since you've been asking since January me and your father have arranged for you a trip to London" I almost choked on the juice my mom looked at me funny "what's the matter isn't this what you wanted?" I couldn't let her see me not happy I did want to go to London I had begged all year telling her that I'd be fine since I'd be staying with my cousin and after months she finally same around. I smiled at her "of course I want this thank you so much" I said as I got up to hug her "ok good you'll be leaving Tuesday so after school you'll need to pack." I nodded agreeing and was off to school I thought of how much it would have meant to me if I went and got to spend time with Harry but now that he just looked to me as another stupid fangirl everything changed. He hated my guts and it was so obvious every time I thought about it, it made me sick to my stomach. How could I hurt him like that I just didn't know anymore but he had kissed that Emma girl too even though we weren't together technically but still maybe if he could kiss her that soon it showed that maybe he wasn't committed since he could move on that quick, all this sucked and I hated thinking about it.
