i just wanna die
no i don't wanna try
i just wanna die
the dysphoria might kill me before i do
they say i matter, that I'm valid, but none of its true
life feels like a carousel
that's spinning out of control
my mind is unnatural,
with all its thoughts of red
i only stopped for you
you
clouds darkening my mind
it happens all the time
bleeding red lines
all the time
i wish my mental state wasn't so unkind
life feels like a carousel
that's spinning out of control
my mind is unnatural,
with all its thoughts of red
life feels like a carousel
that's spinning out of control
my mind is unnatural
with all its thoughts of red
when i lose to it
and ive lost all control
when it's all said and done
and ive decided this is it
please don't think its because of you
because you're one of the few keeping me happy, its true
life feels like a carousel
spinning out of control
my mind is unnatural
with its thoughts of red
YOU ARE READING
lyrics book
Random" i don't remember comfort because what i am,, is what i'm not ,, -cavetown a book of lyrics i decided to write.
