I am lost.
How must I find a way?
In this world of hope and despair
Can anyone tell me how to make sense of all of this?
I cry. I am so confused.
This place is too cold for me.
Tears go falling one by one
Someone approaches me.
He is tall
and wears a jacket for the cold
He sits next to me.
Why is he here?
"Hello" he says, looking at me attentively
"Hi" I say back.
"Why are you crying?"
"Because of a lot of things"
"Like what?"
"I don't know if it really matters."
"I bet it does, If it makes you cry, it obviously does"
"Why are you asking me all of this?" I croak, as the tears start falling harder.
"I want to know what is making you cry. I don't want to see you cry anymore"
Does this mean he cares about me?
How can he know how I am feeling?
"Please tell me," he says, almost emploring
Should I open my heart out to this person?
Would he really care?
"Ok" I say, finally making my mind up.
" There are so many things going on in the world. My mind is so confused. Why is there so much suffering? How can I find a way in this world?"
He thinks. I think he's taking it all in.
"I am confused too, believe it or not. I think we all strive to be pain-free. All of this that affects us makes us feel. These feelings make us who we are as humans. I am still on my journey of self-discovery, too, even though I am 22 years old."
"I can see your point, but I'm still not sure. "
He looks concerned.
"Don't you have anyone to talk about how you feel?"
"No" I say in shame. Isolation is my biggest flaw.
My tears fall down again.
" I'll be that person" he says
his warm hands touch my cheeks to wipe my tears
That warm touch gave me hope.
"What's your name?" he says, "mine's Jungkook"
"Marisol" I say
He smiles
" Such a pretty name"
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Fanfictiona story in verse about a girl who wants everything to be clear. Featuring BTS Credits to rightful owner of art of cover