If you're reading this

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I am either
A- Dead
B- In the hospital
C- About to jump
Or D- My friend or InKollectLY has talked me out of this
I hope you guys know that I have depression. I have had it for 4 almost 5 years now. But aside from that, I have tried to take my own life many times before. But they've all failed and put me in the hospital. This attempt will most likely probably fail like the others but it's worth a shot. And to Auden, I know I said that I would try to live for you but I guess I just snapped. You know what has been happening with me and that's the majority of why I decided to do this. I just can't fucking take it take it anymore. I swear it wasn't your fault at all. It was my fault for even thinking that my life would get any better. I'm a fucking idiot for even thinking it, I'm a worthless, pathetic idiot. Just remember that I love you and it wasn't your fault. Well, I guess this is my last goodbye to pretty much everyone. I hope you guys just move on and forget about me.

-Cross

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