•Jungkook POV•
Why do I need her help so bad? Why do I keep ignoring what I feel? My mind is dark, my dreams don't exist anymore. What has happened to me? Where did she go? These questions always come back. But I keep ignoring them. Maybe I should call her but it's to late
I took out my phone going to my contacts scrolling down when I reach the end, the name Y/N is written at the bottom of the list. I click on her name and decided to call her. It kept ringing but no answer. But I kept calling her hoping for her to pick up my call. I guess it was hopeless after all. She ignored my calls which clearly shows that she is angry at me
He called it a day and closed his phone then shoving it in his jacket. He started walking to his home getting inside with no one is sight.But it's not like he cared. As he was inside he went to his bedroom and threw himself on the bed face down against the soft pillows. He heard the slow wind blowing outside his open window even though it wasn't so windy when he was outside
His mind again drifted of to sleep. Another day went by as usual. Y/N not answering as usual, him waking up to the same empty house as usual, him not being able to contain his feelings as usual. But I guess that's how life is sometimes you have bad days or good days but his days were always bad. Never did he have a great day without thinking what the purpose of having feelings is. To him feelings were nothing more than a way to express how you feel in a situation
As he went to dreamland there was only darkness and silence surrounding him. He felt as is he was the only human being left on the planet. No sounds, everything was expressed in silence. It felt weird being trapped in this "dream" every time he went to sleep. He just wanted to have normal dreams but all he gets is silence
•Morning•
He usually wakes up feeling refreshed but now he felt as if something is going to change soon. But he decided to just put it at the back of his mind. He stood up from his bed and went into the bathroom. He took a quick shower and brushed his teeth then jogged downstairs for some breakfast and a cup of coffee
After he was done eating and washing the dishes he went back up to his bedroom to check his phone only to find that Y/N texted him
She was asking him why he called her at such a late hour
Y/N : hey why did you call me so late?
Y/N: text me when you see my messages
[sorry it was short but this is my first story on my account and I need to come up with some ideas on how to progress the story]
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•Feelings• •Jungkook x reader•
Romance-EUPHORIA- a feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness. "In his euphoria, he had become convinced he could defeat them" But not without Y/N. He needed her. No. He wanted her help, he begged for her help.
