As im walking through the halls of my school, after many shoves, pushes and people trying to trip me, I finally found my locker which was covered in papers say : EMO, FAG, CUTTER, GO DIE, WHORE, and many more that I would rather not say. I rip them off and put them in the bin, while trying not to take offense to it, but its a bit harder than I thought. i feel my eyes start to water. Oh shit. I quickly put my books in that i dont need and take the books out that i do need, i start to walk away fast, not wanting in interact with my main bully Amber.
She would usally just verbally abuses me, but she gets her boyfriend Brett to do all the dirty work and bash me insted of herself, she worried she might break of one of her eagle talons she calls her nails.
I put my headphones in and start listen to Knives And Pens by Black veil brides, and totally zoned out from the whole world around me untill i felt hands on my back and got pushed face first on the ground. I feel a major stinging sensation coming from my lip. I look up from the ground, look down and see a tiny splatter of blood. SHIT my lip is bleeding, well isnt that just a perfect start to the day.
I turn over and hoist myself up on my elbows and look infront of me and lord behold the person its self Brett with Amber standing right next to him laughing, I should have guessed. I get back up, pick up all my books that have fallen and try to walk away Amber grabs my shoulder digging her claws into me.
I turn around and see that she's holding a water bottle right above me head.' Crap, I know where this is going' I thought, and look down, preparing for. SPLASH! And there it is, the coldness and wetness all over my body. The whole hall erupted in laughter and even some teacher came to see what was so funny and laughed as well, its nice to know that they don't care. (note sarcasm) This time I didn't care, I lets the tears fall and started to run away right out of the school and strait home, good thing i leave close by, only 2 blocks away.
As soon as i entered the house I wish that i didnt, I heard feet booming from upstairs. SHIT! I forgot that today was my parents day off, great now they're going beat me because im not at school.
"WHY ARE YOU NOT AT SCHOOL!?" screamed my mother running down the stairs heavily
"u-u-um s-sorry mother I um f-felt s-sick" I studdered looking down at my feet, i don't want to meet her eyes filled with hate.
" LOOK AT YOUR ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU!" she says and she lifts up my head just to slap me across the face. She may be a girl of holy shit she can hit hard. From my mum screaming so much my dad came down stair with his hair everywhere obviously he just woke up, which means he'll be in a ever worse mood...crap.
"WHY THE FUCK IS THIS PIECE OF SHIT DOING HERE, FUCK OFF!" he screams right as his fist collides with my jaw, I screach in pain and fall to the floor and clutch my cheek.
"YOUR WEAK, ULGY AND A DISAPOINTMENT TO THIS FAMILY, YOU WERE A MISTAKE ! GO TO YOUR ROOM!" he yells to me while I try to get back up. He grabs a fist full of my hair and yanks me off the floor. I yelp in pain and scurry away up to my room and lock my door. I go to my bathroom, pull out my razor from my top draw, lift up my sleeve only to be greeted by previous scars and cuts iv'e done in the past. I slide the blade across my skin...1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9 letting the blood drip down on the floor as i feel all the weight off my shoulders lift...but only for now. Just as i go for my 10th one, my cheek starts to burn. Shit, I already know that this is going to be a big one that is going to be hard to cover up in time for Warped Tour.
I can already feel a bruise forming, great, but atleast in a week i get to see Black Veil Brides live at Warped Tour, I can't wait, but the thing is, if i can last that long without getting in that much trouble from my parents, because I know that if i do something "wrong" they'll try to take my ticket away, even though i payed for it they still will try, just like last time.
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