Love Ain't Supposed To Hurt

A Break Up To Make Up

"If I'm insecure it's because you made me this way!" I yelled. August rolled his eyes , turned and walked upstairs . I ran up the stairs to my bedroom because this conversation was definitely not over ."August what are you doing?" I yelled slightly . " What it look like? I'm getting my shit !" He yelled in my face . "So you're gonna leave ? After one little argument ?" . I said angrily . "Yes .. That's exactly what I'm gonna do . I'm tired of your bullshit I'm tired of trying to make us work it's obvious we've hurt each other way to much to keep trying" . He said . I could hear the hurt in his voice . "August I hate you I hate you so much all you do is leave ! you always leave me ! You're walking out on me once again ! Your walking out on us .. But that doesn't matter does it ? Cause all you care about is August ! Not me ! Not our baby ! Not a damn person .." I said letting tears escape . "Santana ? Your pregnant ?" He said a little shocked . "Yes ! 9 weeks pregnant with your baby !" I said extremely upset . August walked over he tried to hug me but I pulled away . "No ! You don't get to do that ! You don't get to be the bad guy then turn around and try to be the good guy ! You can't hurt me then try to take it back !" I said crying hard , my face was bright red . August walked closer to me pulling me in I started Hittin him . "No .. No I hate you .. I hate you .." Tears fell like a waterfall and I finally let him pull me into a hug . He held me as I cried . "Santana I'm sorry I keep hurting you I would never wanna hurt you .." I felt a tear fall on my head I looked up and he was crying . "You've been everything to me Santana and I just hurt you so bad". He sat down on the edge of the bed with me in between his legs . He laid his head on my belly and cried , I wrapped my arms around his head and held him . He looked up at me then looked at my belly you could kind of tell I was pregnant cause there was a little baby bump . He lifted up my shirt revealing my belly he kissed it , he kissed all the way down to my pants he pause then unbuttoned them he stood up looked me in my eyes and kissed me it was so passionate he lifted me up and laid me down . He started kissing down to my unbuttoned pants he pulled them down then my panties . He because licking my "cookie" I grabbed the pillow moaning . His tongue game was A1 buhleedat ! I started scratching his back and arching mine I came all in his mouth and he drank it up like it was his last drink . He crawled up to my face pushed my curly hair out my face and stated at me I then unbuckled his pants he slide "jr" inside me making me gasp he started thrusting him and it felt so good August was always so gentle he went faster and 45 minutes later he came he rolled over and laid next to me. "Santana I won't hurt you again , I promise ." August said wrapping his arms around me . I began to think of how many times he's said that and still hurt me , I got upset . "That's what you said last time" . I said getting up and going to sleep in my sisters room . August laid there clueless .