to all the boys I've loved before| Finn Wolfhard

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|Eva point of view|
The forbidden kiss. We knew that it was wrong, that he was betrothed to my sister. But if this wasn't what he wanted, then why did he come to the field of desire? It was fated, that we should meet like this.

Hey! Are we hanging out or what?my little sister nicole said I just want to finish this chapter on wattpad called to all the boys I've loved before gaten matarazzo I said. Oh! Should we go down and help him?I asked He wants to do it himself, but please come help me set the table my older sister Sophia said I hate when Dad makes Korean food, it always tastes like butt nicole said. Regardless, whatever Dad puts in front of you, take a bite and say, "Mm, just like Mom's," okay? I was still eating smushed peas when Mom died. - Hey. - Hey!

Hey! I'm not too late, am I?wyatt said that's wyatt my older sister boyfriend I was trying to meditate, but I ended up falling asleep. - Smells good, Dr. C. - Hey, wyatt. Eva. So, uh... What you cooking? - If you just rock thisback and forth... - It's supposed to fall off the bone. Hey, Josh, come hang on to this while I saw, would ya? Electric knife's in the kitchen, it'll have that ready in two seconds. Looks great, Daddy. I'll be back. I can't believe we're not going

|after dinner|

I guess I should tell you a little bit about wyatt. He and Sophia have been together for the past two years, but before sophia even cared that he existed, he was my first boyfriend. Well, space between the words... boy who was a friend. I could talk to him about anything. We really understood one another. Okay, would you rather only drink water for the rest of your life, or you can drink whatever you want, but it has to have a drop of pee in it? Clear or yellow?

It has to be a little yellow. I mean, pee. Definitely pee. I can't give up Mountain Dew. Yeah, definitely. Pee's the only answer. We didn't stop being friends when wyatt and Sophia got together, it was just different. Water. Definitely water. Yeah, me too. Definitely. They didn't want me to feel left out, so they invited me everywhere... even on dates. They tried to make it as normal as possible, but... I still felt like a third wheel.

It's not that I wanted to steal my sister's boyfriend or anything. I was super happy for Sophia. She deserves a great guy like wyatt. And so I wrote him a letter. I wasn't going to send the letter, it was just for me to understand how I was feeling. But really, I guess it was mainly about how sometimes I imagined what it would've been like if I'd realized how I felt about him sooner. I looked out my window seeing them fight making me look like the bad guy. - You know how hard that was? - You shouldn't have in front of them!

My letters are my most secret possessions. There are 9 total: jack grazer from camp; gaten from seventh grade; Noah from Homecoming; finn wolfhard from Model UN; wyatt chosen and Jeremy caleb and jaeden . I write a letter when I have a crush so intense I don't know what else to do. Rereading my letters reminds me of how powerful my emotions can be, how all-consuming. And Margot would say I'm being dramatic, but I think drama can be fun...
Anyways my only bestfriends are
Millie Bobby brown the most person I can tell my sercrets

Sadie sink she has fashion ideas

Maddy Ziegler the person who gives the best advice ever! Our nick name for her is maddyboo

Authors note:here's a preview of the new book I will be doing more chapters I will posts one on fridays and sundays because I still have to write strangerthings i changed the characters and yes its Sophia lilis as your sister nicole is be portrayed by:
Young:Raffey Cassidy

And eva is gonna be portrayed by:
Young ariana grande

I hope you enjoy and vote requested are always open and comment what book you want next :)