the lost daughter (Carlisle Cullen love story)

what I do when the day comes

Today was the day mom was killed by the Volturi and the Cullen.  As a tradition I always recite sad song lyrics to piss my Uncle Edward off (who just so happens to be a mind-reading vampire), my father is always trying to keep me calm  because he knows my feelings that I am feeling 
right now they are in pain, sadness and grief.  I always isolate myself from the family "Annie please come downstairs." Carlisle said but I stayed silent "Annyla Marie Whitlock come downstairs right now!!!!!!!!!!" My father yelled at me but  I stayed silent.   "look we're sorry ok can you please come downstairs?" I heard someone say  "whatever you guys are soooooo mean I think I should have been killed but nooooo you had to save me," I said,  "NO YOU AND THE VOLTURI KILLED MOTHER AND MADE ME WATCH HE DIE SO MY ANSWER IS A NO!!!!" I said, "watch your tone young lady!" Alice scolded "whatever.... dickheads." I mumbled "HEARD THAT ANNYLA MARIE WHITLOCK!" my father shouted see that is the problem living with a whole bunch of Vampires by this time Emmett was at my bedroom door and threw me onto his back "Emmet McCarty put me down right now!!!!!" I said but he ignored me "GOD DAM IT EMMET PUT ME DOWN RIGHT NOW!!" I screamed and started crying. "why is my beck getting wet?.... GUYS COME HERE!!" he yelled then everyone else came into the living room where Emmett was "what is wrong with her?" asked Alice in a hateful tone which made me cry even more, then I ran out of the room but my father was on his way to the living room and grabbed me and took me back to the living room "NO... DAD LEAVE ME ALONE I WANT TO DIE BECAUSE NO ONE LOVES ME ALL BECAUSE OF A STUPID FUCKIN' MALE NEWBORN AFTER YOU LEFT AND I GOT BEATEN UP FOR IT... I THOUGHT THAT I WAS NOT A BURDEN TO THIS FAMILY BUT YOUR NEW WIFE HATES ME SO NOW I WANT TO DIE!!!!" I screamed/cried.  "OH, DARLIN' I SHOULD have KNOWN ABOUT THIS THEN WE WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS THROUGH.," he said, "WHY DO YOU GUYS BELIEVE HER SHE JUST WANTS TO GET ATTENTION!" Alice yelled which made me cry.  "ALICE WHY DO YOU HATE MY DAUGHTER??" dad asked, she told us that I was supposed to be non-existent and dead because of my species because if you put a human that is about to turn into a vampire you get a mermaid. My sisters don't have to go through this traumatic time for me because they are in Volterra with their mates.