SpiderLoki One shots

Please don't scare me like that again

WARNING: you might get your heat ripped out!!!

Loki's pov

Various machines beeped, the sound of the heart rate machine going beep beep, the machines beeped constantly in the small hospital room. If i can be honest, i don't really know what day it is or what time it is, I've been here for god knows how long watching over Peter when Bruce told me he was in a coma. It has been weeks since the mission, i still wish i could have done more to save him.

I remembered hearing the jet, Peter calling out my name, Tony yelling, this is all hydra's fault!! 

Flashback

"PETER!!" I yelled watching one of the hydra's spy's knock him off the roof. I ran over to the hydra spy and killed him by throwing my dagger at his head. I ran as fast as i could and jumped off the roof falling at a fast pace, i thought i would have made it and grab a hold of his hand............But i didn't get it in time. Peter landed on the ground with a hard crash, i landed on my knees and grabbed Peter, i brushed some strands of his hair out of his face. He was bleeding badly, "L-L-Loki..." Peter said his voice was quite and raspy. "Peter it's gonna be okay, your gonna be alright." I told him, i could feel my voice almost braking, tears were welling up in my eyes.

I can't lose him.

I just can't.

"L-Loki....I lo-love you.." Peter's voice became quite. "no...No...NONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!! STARK GET OVER HERE KNOW!!!" I yelled, i held Peter even close to me. I heard Tony's jet flying over to me, "Loki what happened to him?!" "I don't know just get him to the jet know!! He needs help!!" I handed Peter to Tony and i followed him to the jet, when we got to the tower i followed Tony to were Bruce was. I wanted to come in with them but Tony wouldn't let me. It was god knows how long but Tony finally letted me see him, he was hooked up to machines the beeping sound ringing to my ears.

End of flashback

I sat on the chair that was by the bed, it was the color yellow, i understand that yellow was meant to be cheerful but it just made things more depressing. 

I'm sitting there, watching Peter trying to fight this, trying to wake up. He looked so peaceful. He was hook up to almost every single machine that's trying to help him, i think it's just causing more harm to him. I don't really understand a lot of human things, so i would ask Peter about these things and he would always give me answers.

I hope he wakes up soon, i miss having him around. I miss holding him in my arms, i miss doing the spider-man kiss with him, i miss hearing his laugh. The tower is so quite when he's not around, his laughter was the only thing that made me smiled. He was also really patient when it came to me asking him things about earth, i need him to wake up.

Tony come's in at times, i can tell he's worried about him too. Natasha, Wanda and Pietro comes in to, Natasha wipes her already damped eyes, Wanda uses her magic to show Peter what he's messing out in life, while Pietro just stands out in the doorway biting his finger as he looks away. Bruce and other doctors come in and check up on him, seeing how he's doing. Thor comes in and checks up on me, when he comes in he would beg me to eat something.

"Brother, please. You can leave him for a few days, and you can always visit him for an hour or so and then you can go back to the tower." Thor said to me, as he tries once again to get me take care of myself. I snapped my head at me. "You want me to leave him?" I said locking my emerald eyes in his hazel and sapphire ones, "i can't leave him Thor, i need to be here with him." "Brother please, your not eating enough and you barely sleep. Your going to get sick if you keep doing this. Me and the others we are worried about you."

"I'm fine." I told him, why do i always lie? I knew i wasn't fine, if Peter was awake maybe just maybe i would eat more and finally get more sleep. I knew that if i left Peter would wake up and i wouldn't be there for him, but what if something had happened to him and i wasn't here for him, i would never forgive myself. So i stayed by his side, when Bruce and other doctors came in and out often. The other Avengers comes in to, even Peter's friends comes and visit him as well. I can tell how much they care about him and how worried they are about their dear friend.

I grabbed Peter's hand and held it tight in mine, 'please wake up my love. Please. I can't keep fighting without you, i need you by my side. Please, i beg you, wake up.' I thought as tears started to well up in my eyes as i look at him, "Loki?" I looked at up at the door and saw Stephen, he walked over to him and placed one of his shaky hands on my shoulder. "What do you want Strange?" He sighed as he pinched his noise with his other hand, "you need to sleep, it has been weeks. Peter will be fine." I smacked his hand of my shoulder and looked at him. "Leave. Leave? LEAVE?! I can't leave him Strange!! I need to be here for him, what if something happens  to him and i'm not here to help!? TELL ME!!!" 

"Sorry Loki." Stephen said, before i could react he placed his hand on my head as blue dust started to fall from his hands. I started to feel dizzy all of a sudden, Stephen pulled his hand away from as i fell to the ground, my eyes staring to fall. I blacked out after that.

A few hours later

My eyes snapped opened, i looked up and started to look around the room. I looked down and i saw i was asleep on one of the hallway chairs, away from Peter. "Good to see that you finally got some sleep," I turned my head over to see Stephen looking at me with his arms crossed over his chest. "What did you do!?" I yelled at him, i snapped my arms back as my two daggers come out. I walked over to him and placed both of the daggers at his neck. "Loki i did what i had to, you needed sleep." "What. Did. You. DO!?" Stephen used his magic and he pushed me away from him, "i used one of the sleeps i use on Tony and i used it on you. You needed to sleep."

I threw my hands back and my daggers disappeared, "you used a sleep spell on me? I. Was. FINE!!" "Loki you were making yourself sick, remember i used to be a doctor before i came a wizard. I need to make sure everyone is healthy and you were not taking care of yourself." I was ready to snap at him, tell him that i was fine till Tony ran over to me. "Loki, Peter...." "What? Peter what?!" "He woke up." I didn't let me say anything else, i pushed passed Tony and ran down the hall and into Peter's room.

Tony was right. He woke up. "L-Loki?" I walked over to him and sat on the chair i was sitting on before Stephen made me pass out. "Peter, oh my god. I'm so happy you woke up, i was so worried about you." Tears started to well up in my eyes again, "Loki...You look awful." He wasn't wrong, my hair was a mess, i haven't eaten, and the bags under my eyes. "I know, but that doesn't matter, i'm just happy your awake. You scared me. I thought i lost you." "Hey, i'm a tough Spider nothing never happening to me.....Never."

I laughed a little at what he said, "you said that really weird." "I think my brain hasn't woken up that well." I laughed then gave him a little kiss. I'm so happy to have him back.