I stormed out of that store like there was no tomorrow. The thinking thing, really damages relationships with people for me.
When I reached the car I pulled the keys out of my pocket unlocked it and jumped into the passengers side and someone decided to hop into the drivers seat... great... Dylan.
"Why did you just storm off like that?" He cared? Wow I thought he was only using me for sex.
"I was doing some thinking... you know about us." Yeah I'm going to tell him about my thoughts. About what I think he's using me for.
"What were you thinking about?"
"You're just using me for sex because your stupid Barbie whatever name that is. Isn't giving you what you want!" I was pretty pissed and I was yelling at him. He looked a little disappointed but right now I don't really care.
"I'm not using you for sex." He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. I just turned my head not making any eye contact with him. He tried turning my head to kiss me but I wouldn't budge. "Babe, don't be like that. Kiss me." He said.
He started kissing my neck and all though it felt good, I pushed him away. "Dylan, stop." I moaned a little while saying it.
He had this look in his eyes. He looked sad, sad because I was rejecting him. Yeah, I felt bad, but I honestly wasn't in the mood for him right now. He started the car once he got everything we needed from the list, and the whole car ride home was silent.
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Once we reached the house, Dylan asked me a question. "Is it because of Jonah?"
I looked at him for a while. "No, it's because I thought you just wanted sex from me and that you're going to just keep using me for sex."
Dylan started the car again and drove to a park. He got on top of me and began kissing me and sucking on my neck making me moan. "I'm not just using you for sex." He said while kissing my bare shoulders.
"Then what is this?" I asked.
He pulled away and looked at me with disbelief. "Don't you feel a connection when we're like this?"
"Yeah. But I didn't think you felt the same." I said
"Kiss me." He said.
I grabbed him by his face and kissed him fiercely. The things he does to make me melt. I tried so hard not to fall for his charms, but I couldn't help it.
We weren't having actual sex, we were just rubbing against each other and it felt nice. My shorts were still on and they weren't jeans which made it even better. "Fuck." I softly moaned into his ear.
"You're so good, Lexi." He said rubbing me making circles.
I was breathing heavily, biting my lip, holding back moans.
"Just moan baby. Say my name as loud as you can." He said
He rubbed me more aggressively and I couldn't help it I was moaning loudly into his ear and he was enjoying it.
He stopped rubbing me and I played with my hair trying to catch my breath. "God I love it when you touch me." I was still a little risen from that moment we just had.
"Who said I needed to stop?" I bit my lip and threw my head back giggling a little bit. Dylan was amazing, If we weren't living together, I'd definitley date him.
"We've had enough for today, Dylan." My phone began to ring. It was Barbie. I quickly answered my phone. "Hey gorgeous. What's up?" Barbie was crying on the other end. It was probably because she was still upset about the break up.
"I-Miss-Him." She said sobbing. I just sighed and looked at Dylan.
"Barbie, things just weren't meant to be. Plus he's already got another girl, Lili." I lied. I wasn't going to tell her the truth, not just yet.
"What?! I'm here in my room crying my eyes out and he's out fucking another girl?!" I had no idea what to say next so I just told her to talk to Dylan about it.
And of course, she called Dylan as soon as we got home. After their talk he came out of the room laughing.
"Why are you laughing?" I asked.
Dylan fell on top of me, so now his head was laying on my lap. I played with his hair while he was still laughing a little.
"Dylan! Why are you laughing?!" I asked again.
He finally gained his breath and answered my question. "She said that she'd have sex with me if it meant that we'd get back together."
"How is that funny?" I asked.
He just looked into my eyes and I could feel my face turning red. "It's funny because I thought about you and me and how you're the only girl I want to be with."
Okay, now I was really blushing. He and I just looked at each other and I leaned down to give him a kiss, but before I even reached his lips, Solar came into the room.
"Woah. That did not look right, whatever I just walked into." He said
Dylan threw a pillow at him. "Shut up Solar! Just get out."
Solar put his hands up in defense. "This is the living room, I think I can you know, live in it."
"Are you serious? That's dumb. Alexia and I want some privacy so we can discuss matters concerning Barbie. Now, We'll be in my room "he said the next part nice and slowly... "So don't go in there."
We went into his bedroom and he closed the door. "I don't really want to talk." I said laying on the bed. Dylan came over and put his body between my legs and we made out for a few minutes.
"Oh God I love you." He mumbled through breath takes. I pulled away quick. Did he just say he loves me? Is it because he's turned on, or does he actually love me?
"What did you just say?"
"I said I love you." He tried kissing me again but I shook my head away.
"No, no, no. Stop. You just said you love me."
"Is that a bad thing to say?" He asked, he was confused, so, he turned around and and just stared at the floor.
I wrapped my arms around him and put my head near his right ear. "It's not wrong to say, but don't you think it's a little too soon?"
"Of course not because I do love you. I'm in love with you. Ever since freshman year." He explained.
"And you didn't tell me this because?"
"Well I dated a few other girls you know, and when you and I started to talk to each other, and get to know each other more, I started liking you. A lot."
I kissed him and lay on the bed pulling him on tip of me."I love you too." and he kissed me all over.
