This is all my fault, I did this to them. I was an idiot and now there gone. Oh i'm sorry, I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Sean but I like to be called Jack. I'm kind of a loner since people make fun of me all the time because of my piercings, accent, my green hair, and seaxuallity. Yeah i'm openly biseaxual but I wish I wasn't. I have an irish accent and gages. The only friend I have is Felix. Well had... He knew everything except the fact that my dad abuses me when Ma is gone. Honestly i'm a mistake and a danger to everyone. I- You know what, i'll just start at the beginning.
Seven Days Before Halloween
My alarm clock was going off, signaling that it was 6 in the morning. I quickly shut off so I don't wake up my dad. My ma's gone and I don't feel like covering up some new bruises. I sat up and checked my phone. There was nothing important so I just went over to my closet. I decided to wear a black set it off T-shirt, black ripped skinny jeans, a light blue hoodie, a flat cap and my green and black high top converse. I grabbed my phone, headphones and exited my room and went down the stairs to the front door. I never eat breakfast since people call me fat so i'm trying to be skinny, just like all the those pretty, perfect girls. But I know I will never be perfect. I won't even be good enough for anyone. I grabbed my bag that was next to the door and left, wanting to get out of there before my dad woke up.
I love going on walks. They clear my head. Like the sun shining through on a raining day when the grey clouds take over the sky. It's getting warmer outside which is bad for me since I wear hoodies to cover the scars left by my dad... and me. I had my headphones blasting Dark Enough. It kinda reminds me of my life at school, to be spacific a certain guy. I'm always in the back of the class while he is in the front, making people happy and fixing what is wrong. Mark Fischbach. He's one of the two people who make me feel happy. The other being Felix. Mark's always so joyful and happy. But sometimes the happy ones are the ones who are the most broken. Like a hammer to a mirror. I hope he doesn't have a life like mine. He's to innocent.
My music was so loud that I didn't hear Felix yelling my name. He eventually caught up to me and tapped my shoulder which made me jump a bit. He laughed as I pulled out my headphones and gave him a death stare and he put up his hands as a surrender. I faced forward as we walked and talked "Hey Fe." Fe was a nickname I gave him when we really got to know each other. "Sup bro" I rolled my eyes. He only calls his closest friends that. For the rest of the time we talked about video games like fortnite and COD.
I laughed as Felix yelled at me "HOW could you think that SuperHot is a fun game?! It's so boring" I gave him a glare
"I like the strategy, your just mad that you can't get past the 6th stage" I smirked
He rolled his eyes as the school came into view. Ah yes, The high school of hell. Since it was monday he had to go in early to help set up stuff. He was a teacher's pet even though he doesn't really act like it. Felix gave me a little wave as he ran inside. Once again I was alone, with the demons inside my head to keep company. There was a fountain in the court yard and I usually sit on the edge. It gives me perfect view of Mark and his friends. I walked over to the fountain and sat. As usual I put in my headphones and blasted music. Sometimes glancing up at Mark. Ugh why is he so perfect? From his tan skin to his fiery red hair he was just... Perfect. He IS the definition of perfect. He's more than that. He's handsome, kind, selfless, brave, perfect smile, basically everything you would want in a guy. But sadly he would never like a person like me, a person who is depressed, suicidal, fat, ugly, and stupid. And his friends bully me so that must mean he hates me too. Ugh, it wouldn't work out anyway, he's probably straight.
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Deaths On Halloween (Septiplier)
FanfictionMark, Jack and some of their friends go on an adventure but who shall return?