I looked down to see blood on the ground. I grabbed toilet paper and wiped up what I could. There was a slight red stain but you could barely see it. I flushed the bloody toilet paper, unlocked the stall and walked out. The blood on my arm felt sticky, It was slightly annoying. I went over to the sink and washed away the blood to reveal the new cuts that were added to the gallery. I sighed at I went back to the stall to grab some more toilet paper. While walking back to the sink I wrapped my arm with it. I'll properly wrap this when I get home but for now, this will do. I was almost done when I heard the door open. I looked over and my eyes went wide. It was Felix. He looked at me then my arm then back to me. "I'm so sorry Fe, please don't-" He cut me off by walking over to me and started wrapping the rest of my arm, trying to be as careful as he could be. When he was finished I opened my mouth to apologize more but he hugged me. I stood frozen for a moment then broke down crying. I put my head on his shoulder and wrapped my small arms around his neck, as he whispered sweet nothings into my ear. After a minute or two he backed up slightly, with arms still around me, and said "I won't tell anyone ,Sean, but please don't do this again. Please." I nodded my head, knowing I was lying, and gave him a sad smile. He lifted his hand and whipped some of the stray tears from my face. He kept his hand on my cheek as I leaned into his touch. His eyes went from my eyes to my lips as I did the same. (Please don't kill meh) Felix slowly started to lean in, I did the same. There was a voice in my head saying that this was wrong. That my heart belonged with Mark, but he doesn't care about me. Who would? Felix is probably use me as a fuck buddy but that's fine. As long as he acts like he cares. I felt his lips touch mine as I pulled him closer. This felt so wrong, so so wrong. But it a way it was nice. Are lips moved in sync as the world around us seemed to fade away. He tilted his head to deepen the kiss. I thought I heard the sound of the door close but I didn't care. I felt him lick my bottom lip, asking for an entrance. I was about to allow it but then it suddenly hit me. He's dating Cry. He's dating my friend. I unwrapped my arms from around him and shoved him as hard as I could. "You're dating Cry! This is wrong!" I wrapped my arms around myself. "Plus, I like someone else. I'm sorry." I ran past him and out of the bathroom. I felt tears streaming down my face as I ran to get comfort from the only person I cared about at that moment. Mark. God I'm so confused, one moment I'm saying that he doesn't care about me and the next I'm running around to find him because I want him. It was hard because my vision was blurred by my tears but I found him by the prize corner. I could tell from the hair and how he opened his arms to me right when he saw me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and took in his comforting scene. He wrapped his arms around my waist and whispered sweet nothings into my ear. I thought I would freak out because this is exactly what Felix did but I loved it It soothed me. He lifted one hand and started to run his fingers through my green mess of hair. Eventually I stopped crying and practiced taking steady breaths. I looked up at Mark and whispered, "I'm sorry. You shouldn't have to deal with a crybaby like me." I started to move back and untangle my arms from him but he tightened his grip on my waist. I stopped moving and looked up at him as he spoke, "Jack, don't ever apologize for something like this. I'm more than happy to help you out and comfort you." I smiled as I used my sleeve to wipe away the stray tears. God, I cry to much. He smiled back and let go of me. I almost groaned at the loss of contact. "Come on, Let's go have some fun" Mark said as he help his hand out to me. I placed my hand in his and he ran of with me. Let's have some fun.
That night, I had a good time- no, An amazing time. It was full of laughter and fun. Mark stayed with me most of the time and we played the games I wanted to play. The only bad part about it was that Felix was there but it didn't bother me much. Although, whenever Felix would look at me and I would look back, Mark would put his arm around my shoulder or he would take me to go play a game. It was odd but I thought nothing of it. Right now, everyone was eating pizza inside.. I walked out of the arcade to get some air and soon after Felix came out. He tapped me on the shoulder, "Um... Hey" he spoke. "What do you want?" I didn't mean for it to sound harsh but it did. "I just wanted to say I'm sorry and could you please not tell Cry? I love him and I want to be with him for the rest of my life. Please don't tell him. PLease." He begged. My hands tightened into a fist as my anger starts to boil up, "If you loved him so much then why the fook did you kiss me?! Why did you try to shove your tongue down my throat?! That's not love. That's just you listening to your dick instead of your heart!" I turned away from him and crossed my arms, "I should tell him. He deserves a man who will be loyal instead of a guy who fooks every guy he see's!" This time, it was Felix's turn to yell. "Why did you kiss back?! Why did you let me kiss you?!"
"I pushed you away!"
"Not at first. YOU let this happen, Everything is YOUR fault!"
At this I stayed silent. I felt a sob trying to escape but I wouldn't cry now, not again. "I think you should go-" I turned around "- before this goes any-". My eyes went wide as I saw Mark at the door with Cry next to him. Fe looked at me confused then turned around as well. He took a step closer to Cry and tried reasoning with him. "Cry, Baby, I didn't kiss him... He tried kissing me!" I just looked at Felix with anger. "Jack pushed me against the wall and kissed me, I tried pushing him off but-" "THAT'S ENOUGH!" I screamed. Everyone was silent as I walked up to Felix and poked him in the chest as I spoke, "YOU are a TERRIBLE person! YOU tried kissing ME and I pushed you off then ran out of the bathroom. My heart belongs to one man and ONE MAN only, unlike you!" I turned to Cry, "Cry please believe me, I thought of Felix as nothing more than a friend. Well not anymore but still. Please, leave him, You deserve so much more than this." I walked up to him and looked at him with pleading eyes. Cry looked down and said "I-I don't k-know who to t-trust." Mark stepped in and helped me out by saying, "I saw what happened Cry, Jack is telling the truth. I walked into the bathroom and saw them kissing. I walked out and when I did I heard Felix fall to the floor and Jack screamed about how Felix shouldn't have done that and that he's not being loyal to you. Then Jack came crying to me and I helped him out. Please, leave Felix. It's the best thing to do." Cry looked between me and Felix then said " I'm sorry. Goodbye Felix." Then he turned and walked into the arcade. Mark turned to the door and spoke, "I'm gonna see if he's ok. Goodbye Felix." Then he followed Crys actions. I turned to Felix. He was crying. A part of me wanted to hug him. To tell him I was sorry. To forgive him and let him back into our friend group. But instead, I gave him a nod and walked into the arcade, leaving him alone in the night. I thought I heard him say 'Please, don't go' but I just kept walking. When I entered the arcade, I saw Mark holding Cry in his arms. I felt a ping of jealousy but I just pushed it away. Cry needed us, I can't let jealousy get in the way of helping my friend. Everyone was around them, comforting Cry and asking Mark what happened. When the door behind my closed everyone looked at me. Cry took his head off Mark's shoulder and ran over to me, engulfing me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around me and Cry cried and kept repeating 'thank you'. Mark smiled at me then turned to everyone, "Alright, everyone go home, grab some new close, and come back to my place. We are staying at my house until Cry is back to normal or at least to the point he won't break down crying at school tomorrow. I'll explain what happened once we all get settled at the house." Everyone nodded and headed to their vehicles. One the way out, Mat and Nate gave Cry a hug and promised they would always be there for him. I smiled at them as Mark walked over to me. "Hey Jack? DO you think you'll ever forgive Felix for what happened?" I looked at the ground, thinking about what it would be like if I did and if I didn't. "I don't know Mark, I don't know..."
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Deaths On Halloween (Septiplier)
FanfictionMark, Jack and some of their friends go on an adventure but who shall return?