My mother rushed into the room, her phone screen had the video on it. The video of, a funny cat video. THANK THE LORD!!! I let out a small sigh of relief, as my mother sat beside me, showing me the usual cat falling into the fish tank video. I happily smiled, was I watched I let out a pretty good fake laugh, me already having seen that video at least 100 times. If it made my mother happy though, I was happy. She soon started making dinner, playing her music from the 80's, I put my earbuds in, listening to music. I decided to read through some of my comments, liking them, replying, etc.
Im around 100 comments of replying ands at least, 200 of liking them when I come across it. The one comment that hurt my soul, and it wasn't just one after that.
"Is this a girl or a dying duck, can't really tell. lol"
20 replies, I read through the hateful comments as my heart sunk. They consisted with, "Haha your right!!!!" and "Lmao yeee" I did't know what to do with myself. I turned off my phone completely as doubts rushed to my head. "Am I really that bad? Am I that hated? Should I just stop singing?" I couldn't eat that night. Couldn't sleep. That was my weakness, If someone said something mean to my face, I could brush it off, but when multiple people online, who I have no idea who they are comment on how terrible I am, I start getting doubts. I start wanting to quit.
That morning I look over at my bottle of Anti Depressants, they called to me. Pleading for me to take them and overdose on them. I couldn't give up, at least- not yet. I needed to keep trying, despite my demons biting at my soul, wanting me to end my life on this shitty planet. I had to live, not just to prove I'm not a wimp, but to prove, to everyone when I reveal my secret to the world. Broken Heart Records is the story of a girl who wasn't anything, but turned into something.
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Sorry this chapter was a little short!! My inspiration ran out, but this is not the end of the story!! I will continue writing this story, until I get hit with a metal brick of inspiration. Until then, Ill try writing some different stories based off some of the characters I've created for this story. If you would like me to do a Diary series, I am totally up for it!! (Note those chapters will probably be short.) Just comment down who I should start with, again I'm sorry!! I love you all! Again this is not the end of the book!
Yours Truly,
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Broken Heart Records.
RomanceSierra Clarke was never out there. Until her boyfriend dumped her for the most popular girl in school Amber Dalton. Sierra then goes to music, creating a instagram account with recordings of her singing. That is how Broken Heart Records began, every...
