𝐎𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 (𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞)

𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘛𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘦

𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚛𝚜.
𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚟𝚘𝚝𝚎, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢

Alice

In all honesty, I've never really been a party person. I'm more reserved and quiet. When Bella decided to go to this party I knew this would be hard for me.

Being around people has always been dreadful. Only because I dislike humans as a whole. That aside, I just knew I had to go. I couldn't let Bella go to this party alone. Of course, she doesn't know I'll be there.

I don't trust these people to be around her. People of today are just as vile as me. They kill and kill for stupid reasons but, I kill for love. I kill to protect what is rightfully mine.

I won't stop until every threat I have is eliminated painfully. Enough about that. As I stand in front of this mirror.

I wonder. Will Bella notice me?

I can't go a minute without thinking about her. It's unnatural to not think about your lover. I would like to believe she thinks about me.

I know she doesn't, that brought a frown to my face. Why does life have to be so cruel? If she'd just noticed me, maybe all those people would be alive.

No, that's not Bella's fault, It's their own, they brought it upon themselves. If they didn't fuck around, they'd still be here.

I don't like killing people, but it's something I have to do. They make me do it, force me to. I wish it could be another way.

Any other way, but it's not. This is how it is and I've learned to live with that. Bella keeps me going. I don't know what I'd be if it weren't for Bella.

I wish to one day express to her what she's done for me. How she's kept me here, with her.

Rather she knows it or not, she's always been, my savior.

My light.

Bella will understand that one day.

One day soon...

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𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚒𝚝.